End of a long day

Laundry's done; all's well but for the practical paper matters which require a last going over of the 1000 or so pieces of paper in this upstairs and downstairs cottage for instance, valuable documents are mixed up with endless paperwork that has long since obsolesced. So, most of all I am thrilled to be catching … Continue reading End of a long day →

prayer said

feeling 100% better as I haven't prayed the Divine Mercy Chaplet in so long. It is so beautiful and a little scary. It is a prayer for God's endless and incomprehensible mercy. I had fallen down, down, down... It works a miracle in your mind, heart, body, and soul. Somehow it is a prayer for … Continue reading prayer said →

St. Faustina’s Divine Mercy Chaplet

For everybody in America today who is going through this Easter with serious sin on their soul, I will be praying St. Maria Faustina Kowalska's Divine Mercy Chaplet in a bit. Lord bless and keep us all.

Corrections of Misperceptions

I was told that the MRI that I got recently showed massive arthritis. I believe that that was untrue and in fact, the problem is deep and progressive atrophy. It was already beginning when I was a child of 9 or 10 and all I did was lay around the house reading children's books (and … Continue reading Corrections of Misperceptions →

Alex saved my life

over and over. He did some not-so-good things in bed and they brought harm on me, like my bent neck but sexuality in those days was so complicated. I had a debt I owed or that this woman who had a bent neck thought I owed to her at the state hospital the last time … Continue reading Alex saved my life →

Its the pattern

If they dont get me, they go after Ian. ... seems to be a national pastime to plagiarize these days, I caught myself doing it the other day. Sometimes its hard to know the difference.

mending fences

So, if you have read my post called "a stone made of light" you know that I am in a very strange place in my heart. For one thing it came up in a context of aliens and I know that that isn't always popular with everyone. Of course that is what it was about. … Continue reading mending fences →

Stone made of light

I saw one as I was waiting to get online. As I wait as I organize my thoughts and my day (it is 9:25 a.m.) I saw in my mind something coming from or happening in outer space, a dusty-looking brown cord weaving through some things I couldn't see clearly and at the end of … Continue reading Stone made of light →

About an offense to the Jewish community

I do so apologize about an anti-semitic "joke" that was told by me at a desperate moment in my family life at a Thanksgiving dinner that was anything but. It was told among a series of offense jokes that were similarly stupid but logically clever. I will not repeat them, obviously. Some were about handicapped … Continue reading About an offense to the Jewish community →

Judaism

Am I Jewish on my mother's side? I wish I could verify this in some way. There were so many things that seemed to lean in this direction. I settled to embrace that I am but I have no Jewish formation (that is a Catholic word so...?) )? Is this rude to Jews who practice … Continue reading Judaism →