I tealized while talking to Mrs. Massad what kind of being I am becsuse I have wondered for the longest time. prophet? seer? Saint? Soothsayer? ive teflected on each of these things at one time or another so please dont run away Extremely disturbed person? alien? ...so, sitting with Mrs. Massad remotely this eveming pursuant … Continue reading ALIEN QUEEN →

People on earth dont like them. Bit they need to learn to, because we are here to help with the restructuring from the pandemic, which has left us in a global lake. They are everywhere.

,,,an old friend she is very old she is Lebanese and part of the government there. we went on a trip to New York together once long ago. she asked me to pass on a word here in America about death and how they talk about it privayely in Beirut. i believe that this little … Continue reading visit with Mrs. Massad →

my father always told me i was pretty and accentuated that my middle name, Helen, was for Helen of Troy, famous for her beauty and a war being fought because of rivalry for her between two princes; and of course the famous Trojan Horse. Somewhere along the way i cottoned on that i wasnt all … Continue reading “if a face could launch a thousand ships….” (song by Bread) →

What people here don't understand about me is that not only before i moved hear in rhe 80s but after i left in 1991, i had been so many places. i moved here in 86 after cracking up in Cambridge in '86. My parents had just moved here from NJ. i was born here in … Continue reading Political Sympatico →

Then, there was the schoolbus that i drove right by when it was stopped with its red flashers on. I just didnt ev e n see it. Nonone was hurt. The schoolbus pulled over and a ll the young children were hamging out the windows screaming at me and pointing at me. I drove on … Continue reading schoolbus →

im at a place where i see in perfect contrast the 28 year old woman i was who was asked to co-judge a writing contest at the library my mother helped to build while I was in the state hospital. i chose two stories, one was a somewhat rambling but npw ig hr didnt thenut … Continue reading Hurt →

these assholes hurt my cats

I am in grave danger.

i post on a tablet as my site on my laptop went funny. so, just now i thought, how weird, Moses brought down the law from the mountain on stone tablets. so, i thought of the stuff and junk ive put up on this Tablet since i bought it 7 years ago and i wonde … Continue reading Tablet →