was really my son's friend, not mine. She helped me for his sake. In Florida there were about four families in a neighborhood of about 10 blocks who all pitched in together to make things good for our kids.They were all Godsends to me. I won't name them, it was purely private. We all got … Continue reading Brenda →

A woman I loved. Germantown, MD 1995-1996 She took care of my son when I couldn't. It was a pure act of love. I don't know what else to say. I don't want to poison it with money but if this lawsuit against Hopkins ever gets underway and If I can find you i will … Continue reading Brenda Randolph →

At Wernersville State Hospital in the mid-80's. the seed of a Godly woman was planted in me. It was a painful process for me, and a painful process for others. Fruition has taken 35 years. I was just singing in the shower as if I had done so all the days of my life. Myown … Continue reading learning →

Mark Smith is a beautiful friend I had at WSH/WSU. Things got complicated when I met a man I could marry. I had the parts to support a man in a career and I desperately wanted to. I wanted to have children and bring them up as I had been brought up or at least … Continue reading Mark Smith →

...is always better than a lie. my spirit: thats my spirit, Reading PA, 1987, so hungry and thin i was about to die. My parents made me a ward of the state. In two years i had fourteen admisions to R-1 psych ward at the Reading hospital and several more to Saint Jos in Reading. … Continue reading The truth →

here to post my sons spirit and mine if i am able. here is ians (again) with a strong hint of his father's uncle who won a Distinguished Flying Cross for flying over Germany back to England in WWII in a damaged plane. I am mistaken that these are Canadian colors, they are red and … Continue reading Better Now →

Neck still doesn't hurt. This was a miraculous healing. I can see where the cortisone shots to my knees slowly unraveled the pain in all the joins and hurt places all over my body. Its been ? a few months now and the pain was getting worse and worse and I couldn't even go out … Continue reading Disoriented →

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these two cats that my son adopted have adopted me. I have finally arrived at my own true life estate. I am a woman struggling all my life with organic personality disorder without anybody's understanding this. Everybody knew there was something wrong and there were many different understandings of this. Negative people took advantage in … Continue reading status update →