We used to vacation at Lake Waramaug near New Preston, CT, and my parents discovered that there was a boarding school nearby. It was about a minute before whey decided to A send us to boarding school and B be definitely interested in Kent, especially because of the equestrian program. In other words, my mother … Continue reading Kent School, Connecticut
In the Courtroom?
In my mind I see my father in the courtroom. He gave vague information to me about his whereabouts for the last few days, he was vague and they were for a long but indeterminate period. Usually we are here most of the day most of the time and we do our best to be … Continue reading In the Courtroom?
train tracks
the tears I've cried would leave traintracks down my face if I had ever been able to actually cry them. There's a freight train that runs through this vicinity, it runs about 400 yards from our home. It runs throughout the day and night. Not TOO often. I have finally got the hang of it. … Continue reading train tracks
My father is thrilling but also dangerous and deadly. He misses the days when people were in awe of his mental powers. 90 must be hard. Getting to know my keyboard. My sister, on the other hand, was never thrilling. She came into this world by killing my cat and the kittens were all gone … Continue reading
De Facto restraining order
This is the end of it. I remember where it all started. For a long time I was wary of Claire because disputes with Claire can end up putting me out of house and home. It's happened before and I'm not going to let it happen again. A while back, like, 2 years ago, my … Continue reading De Facto restraining order
siblings
I have the saddest news here to report. I have heard Ian's stories about Claire all his life and I have reason to be believe that he was seriously sexually abused by her. My mother tried to put it on me. I never sexually abused my son. We were too close from being left alone … Continue reading siblings
Trauma on the Psych Ward
First of all, I am just adoring that I can post. This beautiful new computer feels just like a typewriter in the old days and I'm clearing things just like I would have... So, this is what needs to be said here that I just couldn't say before. About the horrifying image that came to … Continue reading Trauma on the Psych Ward
I remember the tree that I almost kissed but just short on 309 South on the way to Tamp (lol!)
I had boycotted my mother's wake/luncheon. It would have been worse if I went. I was on a weird new anti-psychotic medication, I had been transitioning for ages with no positive result. So I stopped it, got in the car and made left turns until I figured out where to go. THE WORST THING was … Continue reading I remember the tree that I almost kissed but just short on 309 South on the way to Tamp (lol!)
apology
i made some statements about myself and people who i am close to based on reading about the Chinese "horoscope." first, let me make another apology to kehugh andd Berjs county generally fir things i have said and done here when i was disoruented: most if all for leaving, in 1991, without saying any goodbyes. … Continue reading apology
Meanwhile…
"As time goes by," i while away the hours as im able. some business going on with the new computer that i cannot rivulge. It us downstaurs in my fatgers kutchen. I am in my usual place I pstairs in the cottage. I n like lists and irgsnuzing things, women do, wow! I callwd myself … Continue reading Meanwhile…
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