i will miss you i already do. Its all out in the cold for us now, a warm, loving presence that we took for granted for so long has gone away to her eternal rest and i am left sitting downstairs where there is no heat On a ricketty old rattan chair at my son's … Continue reading A poem for the Queen
organic personality disorder
you will have to look it up if you want to find out what the four types are and the different symptoms. I am too tired it is 11:30 Friday night. But it is NOT anything like schizophrenia and if I acted like a schizophrenic person or appeared like one it wasn't what it looked … Continue reading organic personality disorder
damage and corruption in the IC world
I lost a program 20 years ago that turned out to be stolen by the TA student section leader who had encouraged my work. I've already said this but the issue here is realizing that this really was a serious tort against me by the company that permitted this. I always say that hi-tech back … Continue reading damage and corruption in the IC world
her majesty the queen; Elizabeth II: a poem
I met with her a decade and a half ago when I first started blogging. In my mind she came to my house to check on me because I had been writing on this site the divine anointment of royalty; specifically, Her. That the idea had gone out of style but should be brought back. … Continue reading her majesty the queen; Elizabeth II: a poem
Neck and spine injury
everybody is lying. heres a bit of hard core dispute. so, i drove to the hospital ER myself in Florida in the mid 2000s with my head pulling down to my left shoulder and got treated afterwards at Morton plant Orthopaedic center by dr Raphael Schwartz ( cant remember the name for sure; my mother … Continue reading Neck and spine injury
Malpractice
The clinching factor with regard to the deeply complex the situation for the Murphy Mackintosh Marshall (brother's in-laws) family issues is that there was a "successful" suicide. Well, I dunno maybe he just faked it and fled to get away from me. In that regard also, Johns Hopkins University Affective Disorders Unit failed so abysmally … Continue reading Malpractice
neck and spine
All I know right now is that I am in so much pain and there is no way out of it. Its my neck and spine and I have an appointment next week I think. I can't hold my head up. my chin sinks down to my chest. whether I leave it there or pick … Continue reading neck and spine
starting a new life today
it was a hard day yesterday and a hard night last night. the worst was when I had to actually get up and feed the cats. Then. I was up/ I haven't been able to do laundry for at least a week. I have bags and bags of it. I have a lot of clothes. … Continue reading starting a new life today
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MEME for Lynne-medical
oh, and also pre-diabetic taking care of my own healthcare needs has always been a fulltime job. NOT one that i would relinquich to anybody else at this point in time. the reason for all of this started with weird "mental OCD" deemed by Dr. Reading in Tampa, chief psychiatrist at USF Psychiatry, an Australian … Continue reading MEME for Lynne-medical
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