I'm a thinkling. that's my status in alien world. humble and small. recently I heard "walk in love" on the radio and I adored this expression. we humans on this earth during this pandemic are thinklings walking in love. we have been led to question some certain basic things about our society. surely the Lord … Continue reading Alien world
in the wake of the Queens death…
it's been a jumbled up time. I was in the midst of buying appliances and everything down to a freestanding countertop to make the place truly livable. I have been stuck here for 4 years in a condition I now recognize was abominable. Where there is no supporting physical structure, your mind, heart body and … Continue reading in the wake of the Queens death…
Well…
they SAID the teeth matched but who knows? (On the body found at the bottom of the cliff). But that wasnt until 7 days later and I don't know if anyone but the police ever saw this evidence. He just went missing. He left a van with personal belongings and some changes of clothes it … Continue reading Well…
Finally!
it is clear to me and if I'm wrong then Im wrong, that my mother IS STILL LIVING. and that my brother IS NOT. they were able to match his teeth to his dental records. my mourning, then, was not ridiculous and if he is still out there and he's laughing this off he's a … Continue reading Finally!
iron might
I always remembed our visit to Fountains Abbey in England when I was 14. it was like you could see knights in armor on horseback crashing in from their last quest. I returned to Kent School, a boarding school based on the English system and founded by a Monk. I can't remember now which order, … Continue reading iron might
Saints, angels, aliens and cats
the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit starting a new life, mourning Queen Elizabeth. trying to get used to the feeling of a King in power, it's so different. I have pictures of my English grandparents that I drew, I would like to share them. The last was my mother's mother. She died early … Continue reading Saints, angels, aliens and cats
Abortion
I remember looking up at my brother Steven as we were standing on the beach in Cape May. At that time I didn't know what the feeling was. TERRIFIED; he was the father of my child. It's finally coming out. We were in the boat. They had me drive. I felt like everybody could see … Continue reading Abortion
About Aliens
oh and one other thing about paintaking and aliens. from my next to last post they selected me for this: how much pain an ordinary human being could suffer without breaking, my father and his cohorts were doing this to me thriugh acutely frustrating me with my laptop.before I left at the threat of gunpoint … Continue reading About Aliens
Sad news
the death of Queen Elizabeth is such sad news. I talked to her in my head all the time to keep myself English. I could see her face, sometimes, so beautiful and wise. She wouldn't have wanted to acknowledge the likes of me!!! but she did. Because she was the queen. And she knew to. … Continue reading Sad news
paintakers
also known as "leaders in suffering,' I tried to put up a post about this last night but was prevented. I decided to let it go, but there were some things I hadn't said yet. it's about aliens; some don't like me to talk about this. Was there to fix. but i cut a deal … Continue reading paintakers
Un.Bon.Mot 