it Is my duty to report what I have seen. I am taking all of the medications provided by my psychiatrist. when I was out in the woods... I don't remember it clearly or in sequence but I have the voice now to say what happened to me. I had forgotten a lot but now … Continue reading actual alien encounter
the truth at last
my mother is still living. they went their separate ways. it is no business of mine. but some aspects of the situation are. for 2 1/2 years I have not been told when everyone else knew. today I had the weirdest sense that I was communicating with her about how you have to clean up … Continue reading the truth at last
A Lie in the Making
a week ago, more or less, I got it into my head that the shit poisoning could be helped by a tiny glass of sherry. Or whatever my father has. It was about 10 or 11 pm, my father was upstairs in bed. I take alcoholic beverage almost never. I poked through some cabinets to … Continue reading A Lie in the Making
ADULTERY
I don't know anything about adultery because I don't know anything about sex. 8 just listened to the song by Elton John, Sacrifice, which I heard so often in the hospitalnon the nurses station radio; then earlier I n looked it up and I saw that I hadn't understood it at all. I listened to … Continue reading ADULTERY
A break in the clouds
as the confusion gradually resolves I am clearing a lot of bull that I have held onto for what seems like centuries. first of all my sister has her own issues and should be attending to them not me. That's about all I have to say on that account at this time. But I have … Continue reading A break in the clouds
Feeling better
slept in until 10 after a large meal of red chicken Thai curry las5 night. It was exactly what I needed. I have been following the prompts and paying attention as to what to do to fix myself and finally I have left it all in the Lords's hands. This was ugly. moving forward with … Continue reading Feeling better
SHIT is a dangerous form of poison
I went out today in my car when I wasn't supposed to. I got a little wobbly at the beginning but the Lord pulled me out of it and therecwas no harm done. I had my car back and I just had to get out of the house! I was here alone without a car … Continue reading SHIT is a dangerous form of poison
things as they used to be
something sinister in the works I am a turnaround artist. Alway was. also a Libra. I can't tolerate conflict. as a child i was obsessed with fairness. as an adult I was susceptible to rage reactions. got tasered in Florida, the Lord bounced me on my head and flipped me right side up again. I … Continue reading things as they used to be
ALIEN5
Both alien4 and alien5 are male. alien4 is my level; my father needs alien5. I am inclined to deem him senile. But I know that that is not it. he just needs to abandon the policy of getting rid of Lynne. I lived with that for a large part of my life--my adult, married, and … Continue reading ALIEN5
junk
preparing for junk removal. this couch I'm not sure of. Right now I'm not sure of anything. If they take everything it will be a shock. This couch is still pretty sturdy, just has ripped up arm rests from so many cats. and I have two cats. Waiting on the jumk removal pros to call. … Continue reading junk
Un.Bon.Mot 