I finally looked up the word and found out what it meant. It kept coming to me at the end of my stay on the Tower Unit. The synonyms are auger, diviner, medium, clairvoyant, Saint, Prophet. I was calling myself a seer--like Jacinta. I don't know much about her, especially, I didn't realize she was … Continue reading The Future is Now
Healed.
I'm healed, but I'm going to be dragg8ng baggage with me for the rest of my life. No mole no mole, the skin is completely smooth, not a trace.
TACT
i am satisfied with the servics of the Reading ACT Team so far. and that some issues global to my world have been settled over the last year in the hospital in Reading and the place at Mt. Gretna, which I fought bitterly in ever way. I am happy to be out. Had a fantastic … Continue reading TACT
A True Story in Pictures
the Scarlet letter for adultery. I had a fantastic crush on my therapist but that's all it was. It was purely a necessary thing for me. Noone nice had talked to me for years. Whatever my ex may have done is his business. The Lord Himself emphatically and insistently put us asunder. it is wise … Continue reading A True Story in Pictures
My Color Sympatico
I was a closet racist but I am not any more. I love our new world of every color. before, I just didn't know. I was in a pretty funky condition when they found me out 8n the woods. after that everything is a blur. Even today. This is what preoccupied me in the woods. … Continue reading My Color Sympatico
prostitute
my father always made me feel like a prostitute. I recently joind the METOO movement for that and other reasons even today he comes looking for favors, he did it to me last night. In my head, when I was laying down in bed. It terrifies me to think that he would approach me physically … Continue reading prostitute
MH World updated
I hate writing about this subject. it used to involve expressions (by me) like "fantastically multiplied irony"-- like Pavlov's dog feels after Pavlov keeps it chained to a pad that gives out electric shocks. After a period of time, the dog stops struggling and, when Pavlov unchains him he continues to just sit there taking … Continue reading MH World updated
inverse racism
That was my cry in Florida things are so different now. I thought I was helping African Americans and maybe I was but it went really sour. African Americans do not appreciate my allying myself with them; and I do see it, "if you have nothing left to lose, blame it on slavery; make it … Continue reading inverse racism
performance artist…
...of the psych ward is done. "The Annointed" of the psych ward, also done. I have been a secret civil and human rights protestor, starting with the Pro-Life Cause: "Gods poster child for the pro-Life Cause! obviously the reversal of Roe vs. Wade has been a fantastic eventuality that always seemed so hopeless. It has … Continue reading performance artist…
ANGELS
I was wondering whether the Angels, Prophets, and Saints are all aliens!!! Sent to guard and encourage us. I don't know how the Church would feel about that, but this tri-fold alien encounter suggests to me that we are coming upon a convergence of, for one thing, Science and the Church; and, for another thing, … Continue reading ANGELS
Un.Bon.Mot 