being lost in the woods was a purification after that horrible experience in the hospital. There were no people, no meds, no hospital food, nothing. I was free and alone. But lost. And someone found me and I've heard a few different stories about this, people talking. and I know there was a whole lot … Continue reading Lost
the Claw
I also remember feeling like I was being dragged down the halls and I was choking on something, trying to say get this out of my mouth, I cant breathe. It was on the Pagoda Unit, after the Claw thing. I am hearing from my sources that all of this was in my mother's will. … Continue reading the Claw
O Canada!
my ex-husband is Canadian-born. But he grew up on a Canadian military base in Germany. Through marrying me and staying with me he gained Anerican citizenship. So he is a Canadian-American dual national, I was already an English- American dual national. My son is a Canadian-American dual national through his father and being born in … Continue reading O Canada!
my son
my son has a brilliant education. He only has a year and a half of college. I am not allowed to name the schools he attended as he would prefer to keep that private, but he attended two excellent private schools in Florida (he had to quit one because of the eye injury for reasons … Continue reading my son
my name is Lynne Murphy, not Abby Hill. Abby Hill is the nickname I used for anonymity in writing "Every Cloud" and "California, a Pro-Life Novel." And for blogging. ESPECIALLY for sending out "California..." to the 10 top Pro-Choice Advocates in this country a couple of years ago, with a letter. Then I went into … Continue reading
Putting in a good word for Kent School
while I was at the hospital in Reading on the Tower Unit, the Kent Girl's School was cheering me on. At least, this was what I had in my head that helped me survive. in 2017 (?), my son went to jail. It was very unfair. a girlfriend had taken advantage of him. This is … Continue reading Putting in a good word for Kent School
the root of the evil
at the heart of our present trouble is my mother's slightly suspicious death in February of 2020. I reported my father for it but I dropped that because, as far as I am concerned, any shenanigans that may have been concerned were between the two of them. Recently it occurred to me that my sister … Continue reading the root of the evil
my mama
my mother was like a mama alien. I loved her with all my heart. there was such a sorrow to it. because for all practical purposes she died to me when she went to the hospital for the ectopic pregnancy on the day of my 5th birthday. I remember the loneliness I felt standing on … Continue reading my mama
mama aliens
the strange green arms tucked in are the repository of The Claw and that t it may never be used again because of what happened here. this is actually a transport alien but I wanted to show how different the feel is from what we see in contemporary alien fiction. this mother is very young … Continue reading mama aliens
Sister sister sister sister sister
the situation with my sister is lifelong but the recent epoch started when my father started enciuraging me --as an adult--to take cues from her and shortly afterward the image came to my mind of her in a prowling, feline, half- dressed stance, on a bed-- that just made me want to run. how that … Continue reading Sister sister sister sister sister
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