About Me Today

I went blind today. My son got hit by a dart in the eye in Seminole about 2008. It was the worst day in my life. I was in England. After a horrible flight. I had to wait a day before I could even get on a flight home and he had to wait until … Continue reading About Me Today →

A Dream For My son, Iain Hart

A ballet studio in Harlem. A candy story. A dress shop. A hair shop. In Harlem and South Philly. For the girls. For the young men, Rehabs. And Scholarships for the gifted, Machine shops. In Harlem and South Philly. A toy store. An auto mechanic shop.

An Abortion Allegory

Grumpy Beast the Heffalump [from Winnie the Pooh by A. A. Milne] went to work in the morning wearing a gray suit. Mrs. Grumpy Beast sat on a bump and cried. "Oh, Grumpy Beast, Grumpy Beast, don't leave me all alone. I have no job to go to." Liam the little baby Heffalump cried too, … Continue reading An Abortion Allegory →

Apology

I heard in my head last night that a genealogical search would show that I was not Jewish. That led me to feel so lost. I said to myself, and to my son in a text, "I got really pompous over thinking that I was a Jew but I'm suddenly realizing that maybe I'm not." … Continue reading Apology →

Amendment to Story about Boarding School

I take it back what I said about a Harlem scholarship student being raped by a teacher and being killed. I just made that just made that up in my mind. I was under a lot of mental stress.

The Death Penalty

I go against the death penalty.Last week I was saved. I go against the death penalty I had against myself for a silly, faulty suicide attempt I made when I was 21--just a little girl in my mind. For that, I stayed suicidal ALL MY LIFE. I blocked it out of my mind when I … Continue reading The Death Penalty →

MY JOURNEY HOME

I am at home for the first time since I was 14 years old. I had a baby by my father when I was 13. I was forced to abort him. His name was Arthur Ambrose. I was sent away to a boarding school and blocked it all out. I had a roommate; I won't … Continue reading MY JOURNEY HOME →

My new identity

Went to the Horsham MH Clinic in Ambler, PA Ambled on the waves (as in, out of the boat, on the waves, w/ th Lord). for a good long time. They took a mole off my face back in June and took me off the Clozaril at the same time and I went through the … Continue reading My new identity →

Retiring Blog

A week ago, I abruptly shut down this blog for reasons of my personal safety. There also has been an issue of my personal safety with my NOT blogging as I cannot speak for myself in this fashion to the community any more. But, as it has trickled out I see how the blogging--from the … Continue reading Retiring Blog →

End of Blog

For reasons of personal security I am shutting this blog down.