The single most important message to you or anyone else of my entire life Wed 5/19/2021 2:42 PMTo: my son Ian, I just hit the nail on the head.I have a problem with CLAIRVOYANCE!!! Haha thats so funny because of Claire. It is a part of my organic personality disorder as it played out over … Continue reading clairvoyance
Letter to my husband
First of all, I love you and adore you. Second, I am enjoying my cats. No worries. Especially about Joann. She was a very beautiful and a gifted woman. Being a Harvard graduate isn't the only way to be a worthwhile person. She helped me with that. Similarly, being English! So, I felt so OLD … Continue reading Letter to my husband
Sister Claire
I NEVER HAD A SINGLE THOUGHT OF HARM TO MY SISTER CLAIRE MURPHY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. Through being entirely deprived of proper care after she was born and moreover being asked to care for her, despite a severe handicap of being kneed in the crotch by my brother, I learned a life of service … Continue reading Sister Claire
smoking cigarettes
me; seen in Seminole, Florida, 2003 to 2007, smoking 4 packs a day accompanied by 20 oz glasses, or more?, of fridge water. Sitting by the small window in the kitchen by the glass paneled door. With a small fan. Satanic possession? Opioid-like addiction? Sleeping beauty under a spell? I had entirely quit a horrible … Continue reading smoking cigarettes
Letter to my divorced husband
Subject:Wernersville State Hospital boyfriend Frank C. I just figured this after all of those years why we got together as we did.I had been dating Frank C. from Fleetwood, strictly no sex. He was a lovely man, a lot older, had spent some time at Villanova University. He was an Italian American person.I could never … Continue reading Letter to my divorced husband
About Men; 3
Terrifying moments, as referenced in my last post: Spiraling road up the side of a mountain in Southern California, 1992: My car wouldn't start. I was on an afternoon joyride in my little, tan Dodge Colt. I had pulled into a gas and food mini-mart with a few small booths. A man approached me. He … Continue reading About Men; 3
About Men; 2: On Fire
So, It is Mother's Day 2021 and for many reasons I stayed in bed. My mother passed away last year. There is family strife and my son and girlfriend were here but I didn't feel well. We all parted amicably at about 4 p.m. and all was well. Now, I have this post to write … Continue reading About Men; 2: On Fire
About Men
I have a problem with this. I learned in the shower that I am being healed. For some reason I flipped up my poor, heavy breasts. My ex called my bras "boulder holders" and that's how they became!!! He also commented that he likes SMALL breasts and SMALL hands and feet and I am a … Continue reading About Men
I wanted to live
I left off my last post about about the overdose in November 2016 that very nearly proved fatal. My mother found me; They said in the ICU that I was about 2 hours from death. My kidneys were going into failure. It has taken 4 1/2 years to wake up. People thought that I wasn't … Continue reading I wanted to live
Falling Out of Your Class in America; Part 2
I came here last night to post about something specific and then I lost it and forgot that I lost it. That is pretty endemic to this situation. Which is insanely complex. Hence the "Holy Mary, Queen of Stages" prayer. "Mother Mary, please continue to hold me and dovetail times and places broadly and minutely … Continue reading Falling Out of Your Class in America; Part 2
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