Well, its been a long time; but the water is finally well over the dam. Since Wernersville State Hospital in Berks County. PA, from a situation in 1988; where they didnt know me and I was held on a bunch of lies that I didnt even know. Then, I spent 2 years here in semi-recovery; … Continue reading Connecting the Dots; updated
Dentist, updated
At the state hospital, the first time, after the nearly fatal overdose, I took a vow of poverty. I was so I was so impressed with the beauty of this place and the loving community out in rhe rural wilds beyond Reading, PA on the way to Lancaster. There was a beautiful old park; the … Continue reading Dentist, updated
Performance Art
Performance art. That was something that went by with the 80s as I remember it. But that's was where I continued to inhere all these years pending ongoing psychoanalysis attaching to my old psychoanalyst in Cambridge. Mass., whom I touched based with now and again over the decades that followed after leaving. The 80s. I … Continue reading Performance Art
Phone Preference
I figured out a lot of things by realizing that I was a "hi-tech brat." I had a college roommate who was a self-proclaimed "faculty brat;" "similar to a military brat." The issue of "phone preference" came up with her. My father was a hi-tech professional and was also an AT&T employee and my mother's … Continue reading Phone Preference
Update to last night’s post, “Misperception vs. Reality”
I became a stalker in South Central Florida. I posted about the Nurse Practitioner gyn person; we were pleasantly "invited" to Florida with a good job offer, but after we got there we were beaten all to hell. It was me of course. In my mind I was still dealing with the diffIcult and deleterious … Continue reading Update to last night’s post, “Misperception vs. Reality”
Misperception versus reality
So, in Florida I tried to see a gynecologist in about the 3rd year we were there. I saw a sign, I dont now remember where, saying "A Place for Women." So, I called them up. I went in for my appointment; I filled out the paperwork. For the "date of my last gyn visit" … Continue reading Misperception versus reality
About Dr. Boutin in Fla
I had a lovely, childlike romance with Dr. Boutin that was forged out of my insecurity and pain. I didnt even want that. It was all very confusing. The moment I first saw him it was like I saw a ghost: slim, elegant, good-looking, well-dressed male psychotherapist I was reeling from the blow of a … Continue reading About Dr. Boutin in Fla
Homewrecker
Eye injury. Tasering. House party. Adultery. She was there for all of it. I tried to stop the relationship between our two families, knowing that it would bring no good. I see her now. She was stalking him all along. And he enjoyed it. All along. Our family didnt have a chance against her. Thats … Continue reading Homewrecker
What About Me?!!!
There is old business here. Georgia of my last post was a special and beautiful and disturbed prson. There were several state hospital patients like that that I was extremely attracted to and one of them I made the WORST MISTAKE with. They were attracted to the Harvard thing and the Advocate President thing, not … Continue reading What About Me?!!!
“Georgy Girl”
In the High School singing group we sang "Hey There Georgy Girl." We went to a state mental institution near the school to perform for a group of elderly patients. This was a foreshadowing of my trip to the Berks County State Hospital at Wernersvile in 1986, where I ran into trouble. During my third … Continue reading “Georgy Girl”
Un.Bon.Mot 