Investigate Trump's investigators, they are trying to run him out of office. Their charges and accusations are unfounded. Surely this is against the law.
Uncomfortable
Everything is changing really fast and looking really good. I dont want to be benefitting from my brothers suicide! But, maybe that's what he wants. After 40 years, I am entirely OVER my suicidal thinking. And praying for 40 more years! I am up for it! I want this house. I always "poo pooed" it, … Continue reading Uncomfortable
The verdict is in at the M. Household
Coming in from the main house, through the spring room and conservatory to the cottage side; I have left them watching the news againt Trump. I witnessed for him, saying, "How could you expect this poor man to function with all this negativity going on? He's only human." He had just stated that he wouldnt … Continue reading The verdict is in at the M. Household
Supermarket 2
Wow. Blogging about the supermarket always gets out of control. I told my therapist, today, about the incident last week, and we had a very good session. Then, on the way home, I remembered pertient facts that I had forgotten. The incident occurred in the context of my embarrassment earlier in the week when I … Continue reading Supermarket 2
36 years of psychoanalysis coming to a Close
NOT MINE. I have been the proxy for my mother's best friends psychotherapy with my first psychiatrist, a CHILD PSYCHIATRIST who saw adults for strictly medication management. She saw him for 3 decades before leaving New Jersey for a retirement community in the Boston area, where her children are. I saw the psychiatrist for about … Continue reading 36 years of psychoanalysis coming to a Close
Accountable for sexual abuse of self
Well the shit gets deep when you become accountable on account of what SOMEBODY ELSE does TO YOU. Your father expresses a sexual interest in you-- you are 17--that is your problem, regardless of the fact that it is not on account of anything you have done. With your mother it is like RAPE in … Continue reading Accountable for sexual abuse of self
Accountable
I am not. I took a public stance when I moved to Florida as accountable for my attitude and ideas on the Black White race issue. Because I had done so on the psych ward in Maryland, during the OJ Simpson trial and Clarence Thomas meetings in 1995, where so many of the staff were … Continue reading Accountable
Supermarket
This takes me way back. In South Allentown, around summer 2015. I became unpopular around town, "town" being the supermarket corner strip mall with a Giant, Cost Cutters, et cetera. My daily experience ran over into my blog and some didnt like that. And I got embarrassed. This was in the midst of my heavy … Continue reading Supermarket
Hard psych appointment
Well my book is done so I can come here with my thoughts again. I have to either edit it or jettison it but I came to the end. I have realized that my father fears my book because it asserts the sexual abuse by him in the context of all the other off- beat … Continue reading Hard psych appointment
Missing cat; brother’s suicide
Well he was spotted near the barn today. Which turns around two weeks of horrible anxiety. My mother kept saying she would like to find the body so that we would know what happened. My brother recently successfully committed suicide so that's where her mind was at. I happened to know--because he was living over … Continue reading Missing cat; brother’s suicide
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