I was falling into fear tonight after sleeping at least 12 hours last night. I woke up feeling happy but then I wasn't sure what was going on. Then, I started cleaning and, it was the weirdest thing, the extremely disgustingly old dustbunnies all looked like lizards and were all the same size and I … Continue reading Money Matters
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Praying to St Joseph
I suffered a quiet suicide on Wednesday. I had been penned in since my "birthday dinner" on Sunday evening at a nice restaurant nearby which took SEVERAL nasty turns. My son was there which made it beautiful. But the g-rents lost it on rhe way hone after several inappropriate incidents. They say beggars cant be … Continue reading Praying to St Joseph
The miracle that was completely real
A good post for a Sunday. Since i didnt make it to Church. I have kept getting intimations that it will all end with love, and not to forget this. All these horrible trials with my mother and father. And last night/this morning it did. I came home from last minute clothes shopping and when … Continue reading The miracle that was completely real
Yesterday
As i suspected it would, life here is turning out to be boring. Wonderful things are happening spiritually: i am forgiving my parents for everything and i believe my farher is about to turn tbe corner of faith. But from the day to day hum drum i have lost the excitement if the constant peril … Continue reading Yesterday
Trial Home Visit
Its been a gruelling morning. Ever heard the expression, "it doesn't hurt to ask" ? "They can only say no"? My father lives to defy it. I asked for a ride at 10 rather than wait until 2. "Thats a real imposition" my mother started, asnd handed the phone to my father, who continued, "totally … Continue reading Trial Home Visit
Cutting in line
The did it to me at breakfast this morning and tbey did it to me st 1030 smoke break. A white man let a black man and a black wonan cut in front of me. See "Mending Fences..." im dealing with this and the working out the sexual abuse with ny father at the same … Continue reading Cutting in line
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