aliens

alien4 has been with me, also the Correctional Officer, to help me through this transition back to the real world. That's my level.through this, alien5 has been able to enter to help my father, I am looking for my drawing of him. Oh, I know, It sounds perfectly insane, but it is what it is. … Continue reading aliens →

so…

it's finally come down to this. I knew it all my life. My father had problems he couldn't solve. I knew it as a little girl when I tugged at his sleeve trying to get attention from him. I knew it when he called me up at the Lodge Program at Wernersville State Hospital askng … Continue reading so… →

a break on the horizon

someone who can break down these decades of disorganized persecution over a psych condition that was always in question. I used to say it was like walking into a doctors office with a broken leg and a headache from not sleeping and since the doctor is a psychiatrist he finds mental and mood disorders and … Continue reading a break on the horizon →

Cromagnon woman

I asked people to call me that on the Tower Unit where they brought me after I was in the woods. Because people were making remarks about my looks. then I had this weird vision while I was lying in bed, it looked like how Christopher Reeves must have looked to himself if he looked … Continue reading Cromagnon woman →

Nativity

the it, the bit and the byte: see my old post. Mmmmmm standing guard 8 standing guard making it like crickets, my sexual disability made it a holy union in the alien milieu Are God and Jesus aliens? the answer is NO! Jesus is fully God and full man according to the RCC. Aliens are … Continue reading Nativity →

Fugue: my father, me, n my sister

cccv me on horseback once upon a time. Claire was a serious rider. THE END. While I was touching up THE END of my career as a "Performance Artist of the Psych Ward," Claire was proving through her Ph,D. In (?) Archaeology? We haven't talked much for a long time but this time we did … Continue reading Fugue: my father, me, n my sister →

aliens can be fragile containers too

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ENCOUNTER

it started here at home. I had been seeing strange things in the local community, then, something that I was struggling to put aside. that night--before my father threatened me at gunpoint in my mind, with a revolver that I think he has; he said "Get out in 5 minutes." this time I knew the … Continue reading ENCOUNTER →

humor

I heard a harmless Hollywood joke on t.v. years ago: "Early to rise and early to bed Makes a man healthy but socially dead!" Taking Clozaril is like that. It knocks you out at an exact hour every night; there is no escaping it. And you can't tolerate a drop of alcohol. With that and … Continue reading humor →

Denouement–the Harvard Advocate

Finally I am able to detach myself from the cause of saving the undergraduate literary magazine at Harvard in the 80's, the Harvard Advocate. Someone close to me at that time said that he would love to see the Advocate go down under me. I just didn't understand. I had only been on the magazine … Continue reading Denouement–the Harvard Advocate →