I wanted to live

I left off my last post about about the overdose in November 2016 that very nearly proved fatal. My mother found me; They said in the ICU that I was about 2 hours from death. My kidneys were going into failure. It has taken 4 1/2 years to wake up. People thought that I wasn't … Continue reading I wanted to live →

Past President Obama

Like I said, the Lord is moving mountains for me through this med change. The snarls from the past are coming undone. In late 2008, after the November election, I wrote an email to President Elect Barak Obama's Transition Team. It was easy to find him online. He wanted his Presidency to be "transparent." I … Continue reading Past President Obama →

10 good things i have done for Black America

D6 1--I always held the door for Black wonen when i lived in Florida. 2--when the circumstances warrant it i address a Black man as sir. 3--on the psych ward in Florida i protected the grape juice ("the color purple") and the orange juice. OJ Simpson was on trial for murder. Clarence Thomas was facing … Continue reading 10 good things i have done for Black America →

And…

Wow im writing. And some of my writing is about my experiences with Black men and Black women and i have to get it out just like i have to get other stuff out. I have had some very bad experiences with Black men and women in my British racial blindness, and i need to … Continue reading And… →

On Mending Fences With Black America

Here the Black caseworker and others seem to feel that it is requisite for a white wonan to suffer a little in exchange for Black womens (and mens) suffering. Au contraire, ny friends, i started giving before i was 10, ive already written about it, i was the victim of the first de facto affirmative … Continue reading On Mending Fences With Black America →

Mending Fences with Black America: revised and updatedx10; Apology Retracted

NOTE: I found in the past that speaking openly in this matter moved the conversation forward so i do not remove this post even though i hesitate to leave it here. When i wrote to the Times about reverse prejudice in South Flirida, there was a plethora of commentary about the Black mans low self … Continue reading Mending Fences with Black America: revised and updatedx10; Apology Retracted →

New life at a personal boarding care home

So yes, in answer to my question, it is sometimes an imperative TO go out fir a cigarette. I wasn't sure. That was my pain. I was meant to go out there and take that as a warning. I thought I could post about my experience of Black America but now that I'm in the … Continue reading New life at a personal boarding care home →

White Woman Gives an Accounting

Now i have my life complete. The last thing in the pipeline was the questionable involvement with black racial ussues, where I had determined that i sexualized Blacks and withdrew from that arena. I repented. But repentance brings good things. I have always been thrown into the race issue since marching for blacks with my … Continue reading White Woman Gives an Accounting →

Critical Moment

Husband shows up on the scene. (In my mind of course. But that is the battleground.) He showed up to punch the crap out of this lowly little fellow who talks sbout 'pussy' in tbe smoke shack and a lot worse, who bummed the butt i was about to put out for a light when … Continue reading Critical Moment →