Eyes

Horrible eye injury My son, Tampa Bay Area, 2009, I took off for England against my will with a briefcase style safe full of my meds and without a shower. My husband threatened me with the dread word "Canada,"--if I didn't go to England to help us emigrate there (I possesses U.K. as well as … Continue reading Eyes →

Cats; Satan; high-tech

I have let go of the Satanically inspired moment involving my two cats in my mother's kitchen back in the summer of 1997. I had been at the State Hospital. My mother and father had recently moved here (SE PA) from New Jersey. I had run away from the special program at the hospital for … Continue reading Cats; Satan; high-tech →

MO

Its the newer anti psychotic med that has been causing all this for me. What a horrible night. Left at 7 a.m. without even taking my meds. Drove around all day for 5 hours. Didn't even feed the poor cats. So, I was thinking, maybe I just wont even go back. And, I realized I … Continue reading MO →

Cat complex

Posting from my cell phone because this is a sudden, intimate moment. Have been posting momentously, privately. Now, it's about the cats. Because now i see why i was so obsessed over my cat Daisy, getting pregnant when i sent her here from Mass. after relationship with roommate, J. in apartment there broke up in … Continue reading Cat complex →

Yellow Butterfly

Well I was sitting in the garden outside the conservatory, smoking a cigarette; pondering the mysteries. I saw a yellow butterfly flying up high in the trees; not a common sight here. I used to see them in Florida. Here, it reminded me that I am above the animals; specifically, the cats. I have been … Continue reading Yellow Butterfly →

Feline

When they're happy, im happy. Travis and Tanner. They belong to my son. I was getting irritable with them until i realized it hurt their feelings when i walked right by them without paying them any attention. And how much they do that pleases me and helps me. So, if things get tense i pray … Continue reading Feline →

Motivational problem

Here i am, upstairs in the cottage on a winter day, with the space heater on hi next to my old fashioned wing chair. one cat on the bed beside me and the other underneath it: Tanner and Travis. They are constantly fighting over the attention they get from me and so it is now. … Continue reading Motivational problem →

cats

I have an issue with cats which took me to places that aren't safe to write about. I was stymied in self-publishing because things that were second nature to me couldn't be put in print. I kept pushing these issues and they kept saying no. This has taken me to a place of healing and … Continue reading cats →

Medjugorge

Medjugorge, I hope I have spelled it right, is the site of apparitions of the Virgin Mary giving messages to the world since around 1981. I'll let my reader look it up for themselves, millions are following this. I discovered it upon going to the ER for psych intervention last Friday night. God willing, I … Continue reading Medjugorge →

Deep Rest

I have been sleeping ALL THE TIME since church last Sunday (today is Thursday.). Yesterday i made it to RCIA and then i went out to the supermarket in the evening just for the sake of getting out and staying up. So this morning i was so tired out from that that i turned over … Continue reading Deep Rest →