I have been many times and many places where black and white coexist and it is DIFFERENT everywhere you go. I am now a pariah in every place regarding this issue. This is so insanely unfair. So many things in my life are insanely unfair. The wart-mole person has no place to go, for one … Continue reading black/white
Tag: Change
Abt Change
So (on the DL) I have massive brain damage. Since leaving PA, in 1990 and leaving the clamped crotch episode of my life (but, of course, it came with me as well), and going to California, and getting the Wart-Mole removed from my face RECENTLY, I have become an entirely new person from what people … Continue reading Abt Change
Memes
there should be 2 here . The EVE meme for everthing thats happened since late Octpber laat year and another for a story which i hate to dredge up, about an older woman from Texas and a Viet Nam vet the same age who thought i was a horrible person for disliking it when she … Continue reading Memes
Sad news
the death of Queen Elizabeth is such sad news. I talked to her in my head all the time to keep myself English. I could see her face, sometimes, so beautiful and wise. She wouldn't have wanted to acknowledge the likes of me!!! but she did. Because she was the queen. And she knew to. … Continue reading Sad news
Fakes
I do not believe that Judith and Steven are dead. I believe everyone faked a bizarre suicue/homicide/apparent stroke death to get me out of the picture. They've done it before, they will do it again. they need to understand that things have changed. It would probably be very awkward to meet, i'm not the same … Continue reading Fakes
Goodness in the Act Team
How on earth would I ever have gotten through the last 4 (?) weeks without them? Yes I was very scared leaving my life in the hands of complete strangers. But there is a miraculous change here, the wart/mole change. People don't just walk away any more and they dont ud3avtgody I dy ever did. … Continue reading Goodness in the Act Team
ANGELS
I was wondering whether the Angels, Prophets, and Saints are all aliens!!! Sent to guard and encourage us. I don't know how the Church would feel about that, but this tri-fold alien encounter suggests to me that we are coming upon a convergence of, for one thing, Science and the Church; and, for another thing, … Continue reading ANGELS
segue; 3
no I was not in prison. but because of my son and because I took an interest in the plight of other young people and all of those at Berks County Prison, a Correctional Officer there, a tall Black man as far I could tell, also took an interest in me, it was sort of … Continue reading segue; 3
Cromagnon woman
I asked people to call me that on the Tower Unit where they brought me after I was in the woods. Because people were making remarks about my looks. then I had this weird vision while I was lying in bed, it looked like how Christopher Reeves must have looked to himself if he looked … Continue reading Cromagnon woman
An Iota Against a Motherlode
I've said so many nasty things about my father in my blog-life. It's like the dirty jokes because of the undiagnosed organic personality disorder and the deep stress I was under and the pain that I was in. I understand now that he was helping to raise both my son AND me and I just … Continue reading An Iota Against a Motherlode
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