A paradigm shift. From Boston/Manhattan to Buffalo; 1982 to 1993. Englamerica to Canenglamerica. In 1978 I applied to Harvard, Princeton, Yale, Brown, Colgate, and a few other top Colleges. Yale had the sense to wait list me, after two questionable interviews. I got in everwhere else, on the strength of a phenomenal personal essay about … Continue reading It all happened so fast
Tag: church
Sunday evening
Waiting on a call from an old friend. Made it to church today and it was very good. Recently i have been saying that if only i could have turned to religion instead of the psych world when i was young id have been much better off. And thats how i felt today. Like i … Continue reading Sunday evening
Here it is
Heres the score card on the reunion. My 'rents have taken me off my college bf's hands. After all these years! I fled from my father into this young fellows enbrace, he took advantage a little (whipped cream, cocaine, and trips to the erotic bakery in Greenwich village.( But oh my wasnt he a romantic, … Continue reading Here it is
Absent
Its Thursday, ive been awzy since Sunday. Since that time, an embarrassment if RICHES. 1) i got medicaid, so i can get dental work and the probkem if the civerage gao fir nedicatiob us solved. 2) my mother plunked down the 2200$$ for a bankrupcty lawyer--i can handle the rest; God bless her eternally for … Continue reading Absent
Long Days Journey into Night
Gruelling day. Thank God this move happened around Easter Sunday. Everything fell into place around the profound faith of the pastor i watched online at 930 this morning, i lost the worst of my sin. I have never connected to Jesus before in such a profound way--the bliidvthe oain the suffering flrdh if our redeemer: … Continue reading Long Days Journey into Night
Cutting in line
The did it to me at breakfast this morning and tbey did it to me st 1030 smoke break. A white man let a black man and a black wonan cut in front of me. See "Mending Fences..." im dealing with this and the working out the sexual abuse with ny father at the same … Continue reading Cutting in line
A Brand New Start
You who followed me at mentaljourneysblog.wordpress.com may somehow stumble across me here, you'll find me by the tags. I went silent on the old blog last week due to insecurities, and, finally, the prompting of my new therapist. I can't afford to risk my stay here, and I have used the name of the residential … Continue reading A Brand New Start
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