my mother

I don't know what to think. does he want to get rid of me so she can come back? Whether here or somewhere else? he says he wants me to stay but he doesn't act like it, he goes out to lunch with his friends and makes jokes about me, I know that he does. … Continue reading my mother →

This One–Updated

Its late at night and i dont want to go to bed, although ive taken my nighttime meds, a handful of meds that usually knocks me out within about 20 minutes. Then, im out till about 4 in the morning. I want to see if i can blog myself out of this one in the … Continue reading This One–Updated →