About My Father

I always got super mad at him and then realized that--whatever he may have intended,, the Lord worked it for the good. For instance, I had thoughts of wanting to change my son's name, and I knew that in Buffalo, where he was born, you could do so until age 5. And I was always … Continue reading About My Father →

Living a Disabled Life

My current psychiatrist is severely physically disabled. He is a hunchback I am taking an example from him about how to live the disabled life socially. I am severely physicslly disabled by my sexual injury. It is a psychosexual disability that people pick up on right away. People here are usually pretty nice to me. … Continue reading Living a Disabled Life →

Disconnect; 2

Moving forward in leaps and bounds. Now, the first major disconnect. I was in the Oxton area (It's a up name, I can't use any real names here) of Massachusetts having graduated from Hutton College. I had run myself out of a job and a boyfriend. I had fallen into a relationship with a roommate. … Continue reading Disconnect; 2 →

Sunday evening

Waiting on a call from an old friend. Made it to church today and it was very good. Recently i have been saying that if only i could have turned to religion instead of the psych world when i was young id have been much better off. And thats how i felt today. Like i … Continue reading Sunday evening →

Deceived

Well i have been deceived! The staff here has been pulling the wool over my eyes. None of the recommendations of the PCP i saw last week were followed up on. It is ESSENTIAL to establish the PHYSICAL BASIS of my disability, i was determined to be PERMAMENTLY AND COMPLETELY DISABLED as of Februsry 1986 … Continue reading Deceived →