First of all, I love you and adore you. Second, I am enjoying my cats. No worries. Especially about Joann. She was a very beautiful and a gifted woman. Being a Harvard graduate isn't the only way to be a worthwhile person. She helped me with that. Similarly, being English! So, I felt so OLD … Continue reading Letter to my husband
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About Men; 3
Terrifying moments, as referenced in my last post: Spiraling road up the side of a mountain in Southern California, 1992: My car wouldn't start. I was on an afternoon joyride in my little, tan Dodge Colt. I had pulled into a gas and food mini-mart with a few small booths. A man approached me. He … Continue reading About Men; 3
New York
So, there's that beautiful word "wonderful" that got made awful by the New York politician who was jailed for sex crimes. For me, it's two words: "inventive" and "exquisite." My ex husband seized on those words over a situation that was ANYTHING BUT and I couldn't get him to let it go. And then, there … Continue reading New York
Update
Starting a new med tomorrow that I have been waiting on for 3 weeks. It was approved this morming by my insurance. In the meantime everything is coming out in the wash, i've realized that my mother hated me for being born. She loved her son, her firstborn, and i came too soon after. She … Continue reading Update
Abortion Anniversary
I never see it coming. I was even thinking about it on and off for the last couple of days. Thinking, I seem to be over it (because it usually bothers me). Then, just now, I emailed my ex. It was his child. I thought I was too sick to have the baby. This was … Continue reading Abortion Anniversary
My ex husband a social revolutionary
"Every Cloud..." went to the production team a few days ago. The interior is complete, i am still gathering together the materials for the cover. I put in a line on the back cover about being married to a social revolutionary. I think i took it out when i made a preliminary attempt to shorten … Continue reading My ex husband a social revolutionary
Asking my ex-Husband to ask me to marry him
I emailed him on my cell phone for hours. It is a precision craft postung to my blog or emailing my ex or even textibg my son on this phone. Usually if its really mpoortant or deep i get the worst neck and back ache. Usually i rough it out and then go back and … Continue reading Asking my ex-Husband to ask me to marry him
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