gaslighting

I just looked up the meaning of this expression the other day .and I finally understand what has going on. Its a specialized form of harassment and persecution. I just looked it up again to be sure of myself. it is of concern to the American Psychological Assocation and it is described as the manipulation … Continue reading gaslighting →

MH World

Roe v Wade is down. My personal interests in that regard are personal now. Re racism: yeverywhere I go I see black men and women happy and in recovery. the cause that I thought would be my last is now first. When first asked, I disdained. That was on a psych ward in Tampa where … Continue reading MH World →

about the MH System today

...and my recent experience of it. there is a problem of cross-cultural misinterpretation and thst has been my problem in it. I hav been treated so badly by doctors, fellow patients, nurses, who don't know where I come from snd what I'm about and don't care. I just sit in my 40 year place in … Continue reading about the MH System today →

the Queen

Her Highnes Queen Elizabeth has asked me to withdraw from public debate.

story of a family in crayon pictures

Alex as a youth Ian in recovery Ian involved in alien4 alien5 combat at an early age. That's my guess. Alien4 weilds lightening sabres and alien5, spears of gold. Together they do the Lord's work. Alex changed from supercool engineering work into information sciences. It paid better and I think he really loves it, actually … Continue reading story of a family in crayon pictures →

now…

now I know where I am. Now I know what this is about. It's about Coco(a) the mouse we adopted in Florida. She was the last of the litter and a fat little mouse (sort of like me) so they were willing to let me have her. Maybe nobody else would have picked her. Actually, … Continue reading now… →

okay okay okay

last year, before the last year that I spent in the hospital, my father, who was in a strange state after losing my mother, was puttIng me through little poisonings, generally of take-home fast food. Once I woke up in the middle of the night with diarrhea and i heard him say t o me … Continue reading okay okay okay →

abortion

on a side note, I was CALLED to have those impossible pregnancies and abortions AND my son, i see it all now. that's what I said in California just to help the pain that we were a case study in abortion. like MH a new and unwanted phenomenon of the 20th century that we had … Continue reading abortion →

mysterious continuing attempted murder solved

lol!!! Who would have guessed? Everybody? generally it was poisoning but then I was left in the woods. I loved the movie of the musical West Side Story. There was a young girl called "anybody's." I would have been anybody's if I could but I couldnt even be that. My brother always protected me. I … Continue reading mysterious continuing attempted murder solved →

ADULTERY

I don't know anything about adultery because I don't know anything about sex. 8 just listened to the song by Elton John, Sacrifice, which I heard so often in the hospitalnon the nurses station radio; then earlier I n looked it up and I saw that I hadn't understood it at all. I listened to … Continue reading ADULTERY →