regarding this lawsuit against JHH University Psych Ward

Let me mention a psychologist who was key in dragging me out of that mess some 15 to 20 years later: both the mess that was there in the first place, starting with the BAD psychologist NJ and the secondary and widespreading mess that was generated by my stay at Hopkins after I had had … Continue reading regarding this lawsuit against JHH University Psych Ward →

Joann Morris

...a Saint There were a few I named at Haven Hospital Tower Unit in Reading and I just thought of Joann and I absolutely have to say that she was one out of that mysterious time in South Florida. It lasted for a long time. And Shu would want her privacy and Susan and Tammy … Continue reading Joann Morris →

hello hello hello

saying goodbye to Florida and Alex he went away on a long, long, long term assignment and here she stays today, the Florida me. Thats me and my brother in the photo on the shelf. I'm different now. It's partly the Clozaril. I liked it but then I liked being off of it but then … Continue reading hello hello hello →

Letter to my husband

First of all, I love you and adore you. Second, I am enjoying my cats. No worries. Especially about Joann. She was a very beautiful and a gifted woman. Being a Harvard graduate isn't the only way to be a worthwhile person. She helped me with that. Similarly, being English! So, I felt so OLD … Continue reading Letter to my husband →

Needing the help

I've been picking up puzzle pieces, connecting the dots, dotting the i's and crossing the t's, resolving the disconnects; for a COMEBACK. This has been DECADES in the making. The disconnect I picked up on today that has everything falling into place is the urology appointment in Florida that got canceled because of a hurricane. … Continue reading Needing the help →

About Dr. Boutin in Fla

I had a lovely, childlike romance with Dr. Boutin that was forged out of my insecurity and pain. I didnt even want that. It was all very confusing. The moment I first saw him it was like I saw a ghost: slim, elegant, good-looking, well-dressed male psychotherapist I was reeling from the blow of a … Continue reading About Dr. Boutin in Fla →

I Saw this in Florida

The Pro-Life movement in Florida ground to a halt when a bill in the state house favoring readily available able abortion for teenagers, passed--over objections--with the words: "Its the law." "Well, it shouldnt be," was the right response to these self-righteous murderers. "That's the point." Saying "It' s the law" "begs the question." That's one … Continue reading I Saw this in Florida →

Baaad

This is for real they really do it. They tell people this lie. Im afraid to repeat it because somebody else will believe it. Two peopke i repeated it to didnt think that it was common sense that t it was a lie. She said that i put a metal pepper shaker IN MY VAGINA … Continue reading Baaad →

Hope

I hoped that after i forgave Bruce, which i did, it was a painstaking process of letting go of difficult moments; i hoped that all the rest of the trouble, including the "interracial offense," would come out in the wash. But its going slowly and taking its time, this forgiveness. I realized that Satan had … Continue reading Hope →