Miracle Day

I have been tapering off Clozaril, a powerful antipsychotic med; and adjusting to Nuplazid, a very gentle new antipsychotic med intended for Parkinsonian patients. It is very expensive and had to be approved by my insurance. I'm not sure whether it was my strange, Parkinsonian-like condition that made the doctor think of it for me, … Continue reading Miracle Day →

Dear Mr. Trump,

Just know we love you and are praying for you. Nancy Pelosi is a nasty bitch. Just step back, take a deep breath, and forgive her for what she's doing to you, because she knows better. Shes just doing what left wing propaganda has told her to do for a very long time. Don't worry, … Continue reading Dear Mr. Trump, →

Coming soon; “California, a Pro-Life Novel”

I never thought it could happen. Along with everything else going down today, the process of the abortion(s) has struck its final note. I was driving home from late morning bloodwork, listening to Christian radio--thanking God that i got out of bed--and suddrnly i saw the road stretching out ahead of me and i was … Continue reading Coming soon; “California, a Pro-Life Novel” →

Lost Purse

I put my purse on the top if the car at the Wellness clinic 35 minutes away, yesterday, and forgot it and drove away! I didnt discover rhe loss until i got home. It was terribke, i was scheduled to see ny son for the first time in about 5 months , a sensitive meeting. … Continue reading Lost Purse →

Yesterday

As i suspected it would, life here is turning out to be boring. Wonderful things are happening spiritually: i am forgiving my parents for everything and i believe my farher is about to turn tbe corner of faith. But from the day to day hum drum i have lost the excitement if the constant peril … Continue reading Yesterday →

Last Day; 2

Well in the end all i am on my last day is a woman who had an abortion. I was going to say, a really bad abortion. But all abortions are really bad. I started thinking about it yesterdasy. It spoiled one if my goodbyes. Today, my last day, is Good Friday. I guess thats a … Continue reading Last Day; 2 →

Trial Home Visit: At Home

Well i havent made my home here since the late 80's so its funny to call it home. I identified that i have a purpose here, which is to regain control of my sons life: they took control when they got the ridiculous restraining order in 2000. It permitted me to live at home with … Continue reading Trial Home Visit: At Home →

Bad Patch

Hit a bad patch last night after calling my EX husband on his mothers death in 2001, which was the beginning if the end. I was considered to be at fault for the blow up at the house in British Columbia, Canada, that plunged her into death at that time in suspicion and gloom. She … Continue reading Bad Patch →

Proving Through (from late last night)

Its a miracle. The bad press that went down in 2008, when i was stymied by having to choose between supporting the first Black President and opposing abortion, is falling away. I wrote insensitive letters to the editor of the St Petersburg Times deriding Barak Obama for being faithless to former slaves, not being one … Continue reading Proving Through (from late last night) →

Hope

I hoped that after i forgave Bruce, which i did, it was a painstaking process of letting go of difficult moments; i hoped that all the rest of the trouble, including the "interracial offense," would come out in the wash. But its going slowly and taking its time, this forgiveness. I realized that Satan had … Continue reading Hope →