...a Saint There were a few I named at Haven Hospital Tower Unit in Reading and I just thought of Joann and I absolutely have to say that she was one out of that mysterious time in South Florida. It lasted for a long time. And Shu would want her privacy and Susan and Tammy … Continue reading Joann Morris
Tag: Gratitude
Retroactive Hope
God is putting crazy good things in the past where all hope was gone. Its crazy how he can do this. They say you cant change the past well then what is the word "retroactive" for? The oast lives within us and can be touched at any time. The Lord fixed the worst place in … Continue reading Retroactive Hope
Stuck in line at the opthalmologist
Its been an hour and 50 minutes. Im here for a diabetes eye check. Im realizing how badly my life is mortgaged to my health conditions. The diabetes is mild and i dont pay much attention to it. I just take the Metformin and try not to overdo the sweets and replace starch with protein. … Continue reading Stuck in line at the opthalmologist
Humdinger of a Day Today
Well i went to sleep immediately after an awesome smoke break last night. I quietly held my place. "Sit tight" i heard my sons voice saying to me in my mind over and over. "Youre the same as anybody else." I went to the sexual malfeasance i threw off of myself from back in the … Continue reading Humdinger of a Day Today
Alls Well That Ends Well
When one door shuts another one opens. Got a call from my old friend A. who proved through a life long friendship sealed with champagne in the girls room of Majors Dorm at Wayland School graduation morning in May 1979. I always looked back on that with pain for what followed. Now i recall it … Continue reading Alls Well That Ends Well
Discharge Meeting in 3 hours
Well they're getting me out of here but i bounced back in time to ride the wave. Its their loss. My caseworker is looking up alternate programs at the last minute but i will probably wind up at the cottage at my mothers house, at least to start with. I will ask to go to … Continue reading Discharge Meeting in 3 hours
Happy
I confessed to my caseworker that i am happy here and guess what? She is applying for funding for me to stay. I thought i was out of here at the end of March, because my mother cant afford the rent. But there are government subsidies for personal care boarding homes, and they want to … Continue reading Happy
Vindicated on the smoking porch
The young black male psych tech was caught at it. By dear wonderful med tech N (fighting the good fight for that word "wonderful.") The female tech out there whipped the lighter out if my hand. And then he used the word "vampire" and i was way ahead if him. I got Haribo sour vampire … Continue reading Vindicated on the smoking porch
End of the Day
It has been a very funny day, funny strange. At the end if the day it comes back to my phone call with my mother. I called her after falling into a sin, thinking I would be safe, and then I wasn't. She got in a line about my shoes, akways a bone of contention … Continue reading End of the Day
New innocence
Finally I found myself in tears and held by Jesus. Other things went wrong besides the ones I mentioned in my last post "Ectopic Pregnancy," and i realized that i have changed since yesterday as described in ny post "Freedom," about a release from the sex with my husband which had continued in my mind. … Continue reading New innocence
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