im understandin WHY. I inerfered with my cat Daisy and her kittens when i got out of the state ihospital. The first tme. while i was pregnant with Ian i had a nughtmare of giving birth to kittens. On the maternity war when they took the baby to be stabilized,, i had dreams of the … Continue reading new perspective
Tag: Healing
mother & son
[see note at bott9m re typos] it's an indissoluble bond. my new lamp, inbelnownst to me when i ordered it, is called "Torchiere Mother and Son." It just made the whole thing perfect. As this nev situation started out with a project to retroactively heal everything pertaining to my son's 's life from conception to … Continue reading mother & son
Missing my ex
it took 10 years to be out of the relationship. I needed to change. I sent him emails every day and asked if it was okay. Every 3 months or so I got a one- word reply: "Yes." but I was very ill. I had a relationship in college that scratched the surface of where … Continue reading Missing my ex
I once was lost…
my son among the alien4 and alien5 who have been here to clean up the mess from the 20th c. us, happy as we should have been, as follows: the name Ian is Scottish for John Alex Young in LA. 1992 happiness I may not have looked that way, but I felt that way. Isn … Continue reading I once was lost…
Weak today
Yesterday I could barely walk, today I feel sick all over and in pain that I cannot describe, t is safe to assume that my coffee was poisoned. It's been done before and the taste and the feelng are the ssme. Ive thrown out 2 good bags of coffer, I stop there. I'm out of … Continue reading Weak today
Faith inventory at the present…
...is pretty 9ffbeat. I have struggled to find female rolemodels among the saints. I can only hope that the Lord approves my course--in the present--to imitate the course of Saint Mary Magdelan, who was a strong woman in the early church. I want to be a a strong woman for help and support generally for … Continue reading Faith inventory at the present…
inventory at age 60
well now that I have settled the sexual abuse issue--it did happen--I was caught up in the worst season for sexual abuse claims, the early 80's, it was a craze and still is. I just wanted to know exactly what happened and maybe I don't know all of it but I know two key parts … Continue reading inventory at age 60
imitating the course of Saint Mary Magdelan
l learned that she was a strong figure in the early church. I am to be a figure for the New Church that understands the presence and influence, and also possible danger and threat, of ALIENS.on Earth and coming towards us in the Heavens. I have had a horrendous experience that prepared me to be … Continue reading imitating the course of Saint Mary Magdelan
about the MH System today
...and my recent experience of it. there is a problem of cross-cultural misinterpretation and thst has been my problem in it. I hav been treated so badly by doctors, fellow patients, nurses, who don't know where I come from snd what I'm about and don't care. I just sit in my 40 year place in … Continue reading about the MH System today
the Queen
Her Highnes Queen Elizabeth has asked me to withdraw from public debate.
Un.Bon.Mot 