Fakes

I do not believe that Judith and Steven are dead. I believe everyone faked a bizarre suicue/homicide/apparent stroke death to get me out of the picture. They've done it before, they will do it again. they need to understand that things have changed. It would probably be very awkward to meet, i'm not the same … Continue reading Fakes →

un mot

How do you honor parents who don't want to be honored by you? it's a fatal conondrum.

mysterious continuing attempted murder solved

lol!!! Who would have guessed? Everybody? generally it was poisoning but then I was left in the woods. I loved the movie of the musical West Side Story. There was a young girl called "anybody's." I would have been anybody's if I could but I couldnt even be that. My brother always protected me. I … Continue reading mysterious continuing attempted murder solved →

ALIEN4

the Alien is here. He can fix me.

The Last Straw

I heard earlier today that when I was attacked on the Pagoda Unit before I got left in the woods, one of the last things they did was to pull out my bladder and play with it, I had a prolapsed uterus AND bladder and the bladder sometimes pokes through into the vagina. Not a … Continue reading The Last Straw →

Iain!

I am seeing this! What you were going through in that horrible agony of childbirth and in the first moment and hour of your birth and in the horrifying aftermath of the first night of your life, the following few days, and the first few months. Which I never forgot. This will be short. And … Continue reading Iain! →

About Men

I have a problem with this. I learned in the shower that I am being healed. For some reason I flipped up my poor, heavy breasts. My ex called my bras "boulder holders" and that's how they became!!! He also commented that he likes SMALL breasts and SMALL hands and feet and I am a … Continue reading About Men →

behar

Ian, He's the doctor in Quakertown who gave me a run for my money since late 2017.I remember the first time I saw him. He is a hunch back with a slightly distorted face. He has a hugebelly and wears wide suspenders to hold up his pants. He is not tall. The moment I sat … Continue reading behar →

Road Kill

Its about Dr. Gross in Allentown 24 years ago. He just didnt understand. He saw it about the sexual OCD because I was carrying on with a male patient who had just been pulled from the river. Generally that's who I picked on, VULNERABLE PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF. Also because I had written a story about … Continue reading Road Kill →

It all happened so fast

A paradigm shift. From Boston/Manhattan to Buffalo; 1982 to 1993. Englamerica to Canenglamerica. In 1978 I applied to Harvard, Princeton, Yale, Brown, Colgate, and a few other top Colleges. Yale had the sense to wait list me, after two questionable interviews. I got in everwhere else, on the strength of a phenomenal personal essay about … Continue reading It all happened so fast →