Dear Sister M., Through my interactions with you, including finally the baptism, i am healing if tbe bizarre sexual condition that plagued me all my life. More on this later. 2 minutes later: The bizarre mental OCD that started eith imoroperly taking the Tegretil and Haldol in 1987 is clearing. Tbis is incredible. My current … Continue reading Another message: brief
Tag: Healing
Coming soon; “California, a Pro-Life Novel”
I never thought it could happen. Along with everything else going down today, the process of the abortion(s) has struck its final note. I was driving home from late morning bloodwork, listening to Christian radio--thanking God that i got out of bed--and suddrnly i saw the road stretching out ahead of me and i was … Continue reading Coming soon; “California, a Pro-Life Novel”
Good News!
My ex is back in the picture. He helped me with cash to continue to pursue my book publishing, it was delayed at the last moment by an inexcusable typo in the cover text, it was awful to have to resubmit the whole thing, i could have let the 4 interior typos go; but sending … Continue reading Good News!
Medjugorge
Medjugorge, I hope I have spelled it right, is the site of apparitions of the Virgin Mary giving messages to the world since around 1981. I'll let my reader look it up for themselves, millions are following this. I discovered it upon going to the ER for psych intervention last Friday night. God willing, I … Continue reading Medjugorge
Grounding
This blog is a good place to come to for grounding. When the shit is getting too thick and i cant see in front of me, I make time to come here and the ground opens up in front of me. What a day. It was a struggle to get out of bed, but once … Continue reading Grounding
Fire under my butt
My mother fell on the 3 step stone stairway up to the atrium last night. She was coming to the cottage, where i was, to turn off the oil burning stove for the springtime. I helped her of course. But it triggered nasty memories that left me in an unpleasant frame of mind. She was … Continue reading Fire under my butt
Lost Purse
I put my purse on the top if the car at the Wellness clinic 35 minutes away, yesterday, and forgot it and drove away! I didnt discover rhe loss until i got home. It was terribke, i was scheduled to see ny son for the first time in about 5 months , a sensitive meeting. … Continue reading Lost Purse
Hallelujah
Leaving this place in an hour. As i say my goodbyes, make paths straight in the Lord and finish packing, it just dawned on me that my son has come to faith. He is living in a setting like this wbere it is natural to speak of God, and be did so to me in … Continue reading Hallelujah
Quickie
Woke up so beyond all confusion this morning that things made sense a whole new way. At first i made yesterdsys post private but then left it as a precursor for todays. I had to go back to my sons birth to find solid ground. It was a scary, crazy time that im big enough … Continue reading Quickie
Wow! I’m writing
In the last few days i have written a class note at Hutton.edu, an email to my father (about sexual abuse), a thank you ketter to my doctor at the extended acute care unit i stayed on for 8 months before coming here; and numerous posts here. Last thing i remember, before neeting my ex … Continue reading Wow! I’m writing
Un.Bon.Mot 