What a long, strange trip its been

About a half hour ago i checked the time on my cell phone and it was 1:11. Always reassuring to be reminded if Gods immananence in this way. I googled March 13, 1970, my sisters birthday, to see what day of the week it was, because i keep coming uo on Satanic coincudences involving her … Continue reading What a long, strange trip its been →

Immanence

Subtitled Very Important Post Problem on the smoking porch continuing to be resolved alongside my OCD, and the DO, DO NOT voices with inception when I was refusing Zyprexa yet taking Topamax, the Topamax I am taking again now. I remember saying to myself on the psych ward, 1, i can't die for my cat … Continue reading Immanence →

Error

Im beating myself up over a banal and stupid error, fumbling with my cigzrette butt at the smoke extinguishing receptacle and dropping it on the ground, and i came here, only to be reassured thzt i haven't finally, really lost the thread--what i always live in fear of. No-- by my last post, "Error Message," … Continue reading Error →