there is the one I call “snowflake”—the original—the worst. because of how cold they are—how clean, how perfect, how enticing to an impressionable mind who has had enough of the sinful nature in American society. There are three religions who go to Yahweh: Jews, Muslims, and Christians; and Christians will always win in the end … Continue reading about Arab terrorists
Tag: Jesus
“Acknowledgement”
posting on my knees. now i am sitting cross-legged on the floor.. here are the words above: "Acknowledgement is encouragement. "so important. "verification and validation also. "in Jesus day, the possibilities for verification were so much slimmer. No cell phone. No email. "But, people jyst knew their saviour when they saw Him. "Today we chase … Continue reading “Acknowledgement”
Nativity
the it, the bit and the byte: see my old post. Mmmmmm standing guard 8 standing guard making it like crickets, my sexual disability made it a holy union in the alien milieu Are God and Jesus aliens? the answer is NO! Jesus is fully God and full man according to the RCC. Aliens are … Continue reading Nativity
To Claire
After 34 years I am able to address the fallout of my healing on the Lodge Program psych unit at Wernersville State Hospital where I stayed 2 separate times from 1987 until 1988. Something happened there that I didnt understand. I was deathly ill when I got there. The pain--which I can now connect to … Continue reading To Claire
It all happened so fast
A paradigm shift. From Boston/Manhattan to Buffalo; 1982 to 1993. Englamerica to Canenglamerica. In 1978 I applied to Harvard, Princeton, Yale, Brown, Colgate, and a few other top Colleges. Yale had the sense to wait list me, after two questionable interviews. I got in everwhere else, on the strength of a phenomenal personal essay about … Continue reading It all happened so fast
Fear
Everyone here lives in fear of my mother. We do a dance for her. Even the cats. She is mentally ill and dangerous. I am praying for Jesus to find her and lead her to seek treatment for her lifelong illness. Instead of seeking refuge in mine.
Disconnect; 2
Moving forward in leaps and bounds. Now, the first major disconnect. I was in the Oxton area (It's a up name, I can't use any real names here) of Massachusetts having graduated from Hutton College. I had run myself out of a job and a boyfriend. I had fallen into a relationship with a roommate. … Continue reading Disconnect; 2
My Weight
I remember despairing down in St. Petersburg, Florida, when i heard somebody say on the radio they just had to "lose weight and quit smokimg." Thzt was what it came down to. I dont want to dismay my reader with a report of my weight except to say that for a long time it has … Continue reading My Weight
Long Days Journey into Night
Gruelling day. Thank God this move happened around Easter Sunday. Everything fell into place around the profound faith of the pastor i watched online at 930 this morning, i lost the worst of my sin. I have never connected to Jesus before in such a profound way--the bliidvthe oain the suffering flrdh if our redeemer: … Continue reading Long Days Journey into Night
New innocence
Finally I found myself in tears and held by Jesus. Other things went wrong besides the ones I mentioned in my last post "Ectopic Pregnancy," and i realized that i have changed since yesterday as described in ny post "Freedom," about a release from the sex with my husband which had continued in my mind. … Continue reading New innocence
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