Mike and the Mechanics song

late 80's: "It's too late When we die To admit we don't see eye to eye." This song is one among many that played through my mind ALL THE TIME when I was driving south to see my ex and in some strange way it seems like everything that happened back then played out what … Continue reading Mike and the Mechanics song →

Retroactive Hope

God is putting crazy good things in the past where all hope was gone. Its crazy how he can do this. They say you cant change the past well then what is the word "retroactive" for? The oast lives within us and can be touched at any time. The Lord fixed the worst place in … Continue reading Retroactive Hope →

Christ’s Miraculous Provision

...was afforded within minutes if posting that last post. In the form of insight unravelling the tangled web. I remembered that i had just had my memory refreshed that Bruce was ex military. And i remembered the moment early on in our relationship when a woman who is no longer here verbally assaulted him on … Continue reading Christ’s Miraculous Provision →

All is Well

Resident T., who pissed in the sunshine outside the smoking porch this afternoon, was out there alone when i went outsude for a lonely smike just now, and ran inside when he saw me. On the way back in i felt corrupted, like I became the bully I have inside. On the way up the … Continue reading All is Well →