He jumped off a cliff in Hawaii around this time last year. He came to me today in my heart after a difficult appointment with my psychiatrist. I have attempted suicide 5 times since I was 17 (I am 58 now); the last time was really serious. But the Lord never took me. I am … Continue reading My brother who committed suicide
Tag: Med change
Stressing
Tonight I drop another 50 mg Clozaril, from 150 mg at bedtime to 100 mg, 50 mg in the a.m. I am reviewing my stresses. I have cut my smoking from 10 to 15 cigarettes a day to 3 to 6; unfortunately i do not have the same success with my weight. I have gained … Continue reading Stressing
Past President Obama
Like I said, the Lord is moving mountains for me through this med change. The snarls from the past are coming undone. In late 2008, after the November election, I wrote an email to President Elect Barak Obama's Transition Team. It was easy to find him online. He wanted his Presidency to be "transparent." I … Continue reading Past President Obama
Med Change
I am getting off Clozaril and adjusting to Nuplazid, a very new, "newer" antipsychotic med. This has been going on for about 4 weeks. So, I havent been posting. TO THE WALL with mental, physical, and emotional stress. But the Lord is leading me through. My thoughts are reorganizing and reorienting. I feel like a … Continue reading Med Change
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