A Saint

A felon who helped people at Haven Hospital in Reading, i have heard, is now a Saint. Her name was Lori. I called her a Saint and several others also. It was that deep there. I am not crying, I am mortally ashamed. Because she personally loved me back to life after the epiphany I … Continue reading A Saint →

last gasp re Hopkns, the MENTAL impact

or lack thereof. The first night I was there Lipsey made the point to me that "an idle mind is the Devil's workshop." and then just dropped it. I spent the next 28 years of my life figuring it out for myself. I had been having horrifying problems with Satan out in California and was … Continue reading last gasp re Hopkns, the MENTAL impact →

Miracle Day

I have been tapering off Clozaril, a powerful antipsychotic med; and adjusting to Nuplazid, a very gentle new antipsychotic med intended for Parkinsonian patients. It is very expensive and had to be approved by my insurance. I'm not sure whether it was my strange, Parkinsonian-like condition that made the doctor think of it for me, … Continue reading Miracle Day →

The Whole Problem

ByThe problem with this situation is a minor stroke my father had just after my son was born. He also had a urinary incontinence problem. My mother was responsible to handle both. She made the decisions and he signed off on them. The stroke, involving damage to visual processing in one eye, caused hin to … Continue reading The Whole Problem →

Trial Home Visit

Its been a gruelling morning. Ever heard the expression, "it doesn't hurt to ask" ? "They can only say no"? My father lives to defy it. I asked for a ride at 10 rather than wait until 2. "Thats a real imposition" my mother started, asnd handed the phone to my father, who continued, "totally … Continue reading Trial Home Visit →