Stressing

Tonight I drop another 50 mg Clozaril, from 150 mg at bedtime to 100 mg, 50 mg in the a.m. I am reviewing my stresses. I have cut my smoking from 10 to 15 cigarettes a day to 3 to 6; unfortunately i do not have the same success with my weight. I have gained … Continue reading Stressing →

Sunday evening

Waiting on a call from an old friend. Made it to church today and it was very good. Recently i have been saying that if only i could have turned to religion instead of the psych world when i was young id have been much better off. And thats how i felt today. Like i … Continue reading Sunday evening →

Victory

Joined the Carholic Church today. Im still fighting with my father, this has been going on since Monday and my son alerted me this morning that hes "acting out" sexually, picturing getting a blowjob, to be specific. Its horrifying of course, but ut was verifued me when we were watchibg the news about rape and … Continue reading Victory →