I went blind today. My son got hit by a dart in the eye in Seminole about 2008. It was the worst day in my life. I was in England. After a horrible flight. I had to wait a day before I could even get on a flight home and he had to wait until … Continue reading About Me Today
Tag: My son
Disconnect; 2
Moving forward in leaps and bounds. Now, the first major disconnect. I was in the Oxton area (It's a up name, I can't use any real names here) of Massachusetts having graduated from Hutton College. I had run myself out of a job and a boyfriend. I had fallen into a relationship with a roommate. … Continue reading Disconnect; 2
Today
...is the day after yesterday, the day to implement what yesterday said and i did! I talked to my father about my mother, Sister M the nun and Miss D the therapist. About the sexual damage. That as my father he should be the one man i can trust. And about needing "a bit of … Continue reading Today
Nasty; 3
I am noone. I am nowhere. Just another sinner. The good thing about me is that i love my son and Satan and my mother interfered with that today. So its back to praying for the intervention of King Solomon the Wise. I have this.
HARD NIGHT
Texted my son for the zillionth time this week. Stressing. His expensive new car needs a 2000$ fix and he doesn't have the money . I got so lost in another problem that i lost track of his issue and tonight i feel like im holding up the Titanic. My ship is crashing about five … Continue reading HARD NIGHT
Asking my ex-Husband to ask me to marry him
I emailed him on my cell phone for hours. It is a precision craft postung to my blog or emailing my ex or even textibg my son on this phone. Usually if its really mpoortant or deep i get the worst neck and back ache. Usually i rough it out and then go back and … Continue reading Asking my ex-Husband to ask me to marry him
Critical Moment
A turning point. My mother is trying to "prove through" an assertion that she is my son's real mother which, obviously, she cant do without harm, because she isnt and i am. She is the snarkiest and snakiest little English secretary. "Computers rule the world," she cried, over tea in my old apartment in So. … Continue reading Critical Moment
Absent
Its Thursday, ive been awzy since Sunday. Since that time, an embarrassment if RICHES. 1) i got medicaid, so i can get dental work and the probkem if the civerage gao fir nedicatiob us solved. 2) my mother plunked down the 2200$$ for a bankrupcty lawyer--i can handle the rest; God bless her eternally for … Continue reading Absent
Hallelujah
Leaving this place in an hour. As i say my goodbyes, make paths straight in the Lord and finish packing, it just dawned on me that my son has come to faith. He is living in a setting like this wbere it is natural to speak of God, and be did so to me in … Continue reading Hallelujah
Trial Home Visit: At Home
Well i havent made my home here since the late 80's so its funny to call it home. I identified that i have a purpose here, which is to regain control of my sons life: they took control when they got the ridiculous restraining order in 2000. It permitted me to live at home with … Continue reading Trial Home Visit: At Home
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