Philhaven

is worse than Wernersville. my father doesn't care which one he sends me to, he just wants a win. I set him a task without meaning to. he said stop proselytizing to me. Christians are odious for how they won't leave you alone when you have no interest in their faith. Hundreds of times he … Continue reading Philhaven →

Not just lonely but alone

at least I have my cats. it's a strange place here. I got so much done with everyone gone for 10 days. My father returns tomorrow. where's home? There are three people wondering about that right now and it all centers on this cottage. And old age and dying at a young age. bouff helps … Continue reading Not just lonely but alone →

4 Trillion

I said that if my father fell into a FURTHER untoward situation through the Hopkins Medical School fiasco I would up the tertiary lawsuit on his behalf from 3 to 4 trillion. this comes from me, not directly from the Lord. But He, the Lord, has marked me "trusted." He told me so before I … Continue reading 4 Trillion →

A Man a Monster

this is about my father, a one-time derring-do, a Robin Hood, a Jack Sparrow; a Bond; James Bond. what happened? God checked in with me around this time last year and said He was ANGRY. I understood but I didn't. What it was about. And then I was all over the place online and wound … Continue reading A Man a Monster →

Sane

i am putting this back up today because everybody is making me mad. i wrote it a week ago, and then took it down the following morning: It comes upon me to write this post exposing my father's folly in his married and other personal life after about 6 1/4 years since a suicide attempt … Continue reading Sane →