Joann Morris

...a Saint There were a few I named at Haven Hospital Tower Unit in Reading and I just thought of Joann and I absolutely have to say that she was one out of that mysterious time in South Florida. It lasted for a long time. And Shu would want her privacy and Susan and Tammy … Continue reading Joann Morris →

a lying picture

In other words, not. I love this picture of me, graduation day after winning the Math Prize but there was so much sick shit going around about me it was awful what I see about it looking through an adjusted lens is the evidence of organic personality disorder. For one thing I'm alone in the … Continue reading a lying picture →

About My Father

My favorite dream when I was a little girl, the most special, was the Purple Throne Dream. The Throne was distant; magnificent. Where I was, near the Throne, at the bottom of the ocean, was a case full of pearls, rubies and other jewels, half buried in the sand. This 2as me and my father … Continue reading About My Father →

organic personality disorder

with complications of Major Depression, bizarre and disabling OCD, and destructive PTSD, especially as related to the psych ward; after my last stay I simply can't be on one every again. and then there are serious physical complaints, new ones. My legs and feet hurt so much I can barely walk, and I was guessing … Continue reading organic personality disorder →

Denouement–the Harvard Advocate

Finally I am able to detach myself from the cause of saving the undergraduate literary magazine at Harvard in the 80's, the Harvard Advocate. Someone close to me at that time said that he would love to see the Advocate go down under me. I just didn't understand. I had only been on the magazine … Continue reading Denouement–the Harvard Advocate →

Clean Jokes

Haven Hospital in Reading was sort of a good time--the Pagoda Unit was not much fun but on the Tower Unit, after the episode in the woods, they really cared. I used to have a terrible time with making bad jokes. Jokes that hurt people or sent a bad message or hurt the person I … Continue reading Clean Jokes →

Love

I have a saying that I got through my psychotherapy in Florida; I don't know whether he said it to me, well, as I understand things now I do know that therapists and others do talk to us in our heads. He said to me, "Love is not a game or a joke." I said … Continue reading Love →

clairvoyance

The single most important message to you or anyone else of my entire life Wed 5/19/2021 2:42 PMTo: my son Ian, I just hit the nail on the head.I have a problem with CLAIRVOYANCE!!! Haha thats so funny because of Claire. It is a part of my organic personality disorder as it played out over … Continue reading clairvoyance →