oriented

For the first time since we left the vicinity of Pittsburg (I was born near there) on our way to the Buffalo area, where I was to have my son, I am oriented. Alex let go of me on the way, and I was not lost but disoriented. I never got the hang of NSEW … Continue reading oriented →

Home

even if its only for 24 hours, right now I feel at peace wirh my father and at home. he went out to buy cigarettes for me down the road; i slept twice today,whatever happens i am glad for this moment. fixed my keyboard to stop the typos. Comparatively. whatever may come, praise the Lord, … Continue reading Home →

ALIEN4

the Alien is here. He can fix me.

Nativity

the it, the bit and the byte: see my old post. Mmmmmm standing guard 8 standing guard making it like crickets, my sexual disability made it a holy union in the alien milieu Are God and Jesus aliens? the answer is NO! Jesus is fully God and full man according to the RCC. Aliens are … Continue reading Nativity →

ENCOUNTER

it started here at home. I had been seeing strange things in the local community, then, something that I was struggling to put aside. that night--before my father threatened me at gunpoint in my mind, with a revolver that I think he has; he said "Get out in 5 minutes." this time I knew the … Continue reading ENCOUNTER →

Faith formation

As you move forwad in Christian faith--in Catholic Christian faith--things from the past that were imporant in your Christian formation become important. I was listening to a song on Christian radio on rhe way home ftom Sister M.'s "Because the cross has already won the war." It finally brought me to peace with the here … Continue reading Faith formation →

Suicide moving into half lives

The gone missig and the shock of the finding of rhe body are passed. The ground zero of the pain of the loss is moving off. For about three days everyrhing held a reference to my brorhers death. I cried again today. But its over. As i prayed the rosary today i was reminded of … Continue reading Suicide moving into half lives →

Today

Today, i am looking at finally overturning their Johns Hopkins victory. it was won with ill will and falsehood. Today Sister M showed me Godly love for my hurt places and now i know what the UNgodly past has been. "Tell her not to stimulate you," the CHILD psychiatrist said to me as i was … Continue reading Today →

God Is

Eternity is happening all at once all the time. Thats how God works. So retroactivity is easy for Him and He holds the future in the palm of his hand. Thats how enormous His mind is. Awesome God. So live in peace.