Whistleblower

temporarily homeless after a psych hospitalization that almost ended my life. For the third time. I was sent from Allentown to Reading for the 3rd time after volunteering at an Allentown ER. How could I be so stupid as to keep returning? And each time I almost met my maker but lived. Now I am … Continue reading Whistleblower →

hello hello hello

saying goodbye to Florida and Alex he went away on a long, long, long term assignment and here she stays today, the Florida me. Thats me and my brother in the photo on the shelf. I'm different now. It's partly the Clozaril. I liked it but then I liked being off of it but then … Continue reading hello hello hello →

Daisy

I feel like Im coming out of the closet . Talking about the Kent Girls School on the "Hill Campus" on top of an Appalachian Mountain over the Housatonic River in Litchfield County, Connecticut. In the Valley was the beautiful, 100 year old Red Brick and ivy covered Boys School, I believe that the Girls … Continue reading Daisy →

Letter to My Husband

"Salvation is here..." From a popular Christian song. I could never figure out why they didn't do anything when they took me out of the ambulance literally kicking and screaming back in the summer of 1986, after I lost control after stopping the Mellaril (an older antipsychotic medication) after getting out of getting out of … Continue reading Letter to My Husband →

Baaad

This is for real they really do it. They tell people this lie. Im afraid to repeat it because somebody else will believe it. Two peopke i repeated it to didnt think that it was common sense that t it was a lie. She said that i put a metal pepper shaker IN MY VAGINA … Continue reading Baaad →

Attitudes and Personalities

Well so far im fouling out on the separate smoke breaks. I keep uncontrollably craving one at the regular smoke brrak times. At 4 i almost got caught on the way in by big J, although i had higher ground while i was smoking i had to cross near the smoking area to get rid … Continue reading Attitudes and Personalities →

A Brand New Start

You who followed me at mentaljourneysblog.wordpress.com may somehow stumble across me here, you'll find me by the tags. I went silent on the old blog last week due to insecurities, and, finally, the prompting of my new therapist. I can't afford to risk my stay here, and I have used the name of the residential … Continue reading A Brand New Start →