Well i havent made my home here since the late 80's so its funny to call it home. I identified that i have a purpose here, which is to regain control of my sons life: they took control when they got the ridiculous restraining order in 2000. It permitted me to live at home with … Continue reading Trial Home Visit: At Home
Tag: personal care boarding home
Lifelong trouble
I just processed that a significant part if my life trouble came from my imprinting on my black roommate my freshman year in high school at Wayland School. I identified as black without realizing it, we were so close. And then at the end of it she said i was prejudiced. I was so confused. … Continue reading Lifelong trouble
Alls Well That Ends Well
When one door shuts another one opens. Got a call from my old friend A. who proved through a life long friendship sealed with champagne in the girls room of Majors Dorm at Wayland School graduation morning in May 1979. I always looked back on that with pain for what followed. Now i recall it … Continue reading Alls Well That Ends Well
Freak Out
I am being kicked out if this place on the sourest of terms, and my blogging here is the biggest part of it. I consider this blog entirely safe and would not be doing it if it compromised anybody here, i have cone here to vent and keep my tboughts straight. My care coordinator got … Continue reading Freak Out
Ophidian encounter in the ER
Well yesterday this desperate and disastrous week and a half closed out with an encounter in the ER with a nurse going by my sister's name--- on her birthday-- who slid into ny room in the mist ophidian way with easy words telling me that she had seen my call light on (i must have … Continue reading Ophidian encounter in the ER
Happy
I confessed to my caseworker that i am happy here and guess what? She is applying for funding for me to stay. I thought i was out of here at the end of March, because my mother cant afford the rent. But there are government subsidies for personal care boarding homes, and they want to … Continue reading Happy
Struggle
The struggle is getting me down. Friction with my roommate. I woke up a blank slate and went die for fruit gummy candy from rhe snack machine and then for a cigsrette and when the man A. bummed a cigarette I blurted out what is always in my mind when i see him, "you're a … Continue reading Struggle
Roommate
My roommates sister came with half a dozen shiney clear plastic hangers, half a dozen shiny clear plastic hangers with metal clips, and a dozen heavy duty wire hangers. They were pleasantly clanging and clashing together as she fumbled with them getting them into her wardrobe. I could not judge for sure but she did … Continue reading Roommate
Jury Duty
After a day that was salvaged from a bad start to a lofty place, i am beached on a rocky shore with no help in sight. I got to the place where my mother had to give it over to my ex to let us be but then that clarity failed through my roommate usurping … Continue reading Jury Duty
Down a few points on the smoking porch
Had to go out with the protection of a staffer and she was protecting the peace in general and not just me and i took a few steps down in humility that i wasnt well able to accept, not being well established in my new mode which is falling all over nyself in my old, … Continue reading Down a few points on the smoking porch
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