When i was living in a small, rented house in Perris, California, after a second abortion of a baby with my husband, I longed to be churched. I did not feel called to the churches of Southern California. I longed for the people and places of Berks County, Pennsylvania, where i lived for 4 years … Continue reading Berks County
Tag: Prayer
the abortion
I was always so troubled about the first pregnancy and abortion. why would anyone do that? He said "Let me come deep inside you, say you love me until the end of time!" well I was not ready for that but he had me pinned down. I said to myself let it be of free … Continue reading the abortion
The Last Straw
I heard earlier today that when I was attacked on the Pagoda Unit before I got left in the woods, one of the last things they did was to pull out my bladder and play with it, I had a prolapsed uterus AND bladder and the bladder sometimes pokes through into the vagina. Not a … Continue reading The Last Straw
Angels Do Appear
My life took a strange new turn last night. I was in the ER at about 1 in the morning with my 4th case this year of pneumonia +UTI. A woman came in with a computer and, taking me off guard, she started talking at large about her experience of a doctor who didn't listen … Continue reading Angels Do Appear
Prayed the Divine Mercy Chaplet…
...at catholic.com for all providers and defenders of abortion and for all sexual abusers. I have an announcement to make aboit my book, "California, a Pro-Life Novel," pending the post office doing its work. Probably Friday.
Interesting Day: Medjugorge revisited
I brought up Medjugorge at dinner (its been over two weeks since my encounter with the proselytizer at the ER psych intake.) There was a healing of the sexual abuse by my father. He insulted me twice at dinner; i walked away. i got up frim dinner, left my plate and my cup on the … Continue reading Interesting Day: Medjugorge revisited
Reunion
Its over. I didn't go. Im as sorry as anything. Even God is mad at me. He say i could have asked him to change His mind. He told me the better choice was not to go. We even had a rehearsal about this over an entirely different, much smaller question. Whether to take a … Continue reading Reunion
At Home with Travis and Tanner
I have exchanged 60 friends for the love of 2 cats. They are still sniffing me and my belongings. I explained to Travis about God when he crawled under me when i was on my knees praying, now hes head butting tbe pbone. Instant boredom. I knew i would face it. I thought there would … Continue reading At Home with Travis and Tanner
Strange Day
Grieving . Its here at last . Ive wrapped up my born child's life in a tidy ball and gone back in time and space to the two abortions, finally understanding rhat they passed through the Lord's hands. Moreover, that they passed through Satans. At last i had the sense to invoke St. Michael Archangel … Continue reading Strange Day
Praying
The interracial incident continues to play out. I see tbat i was feeling invisible, like a Black man does, see, "the Invisible Man." I would have tolerated it if it weren't for the threat of a third Black man, a younger man with whom i frequently have trouble, threatening to cut in ahead of me … Continue reading Praying
Un.Bon.Mot 