To Claire

After 34 years I am able to address the fallout of my healing on the Lodge Program psych unit at Wernersville State Hospital where I stayed 2 separate times from 1987 until 1988. Something happened there that I didnt understand. I was deathly ill when I got there. The pain--which I can now connect to … Continue reading To Claire →

About Harvard

Finally its past tense. I am held there now for hurting men. Because of the malpractice early in MY psych care that started on my leave of absence half way through my senior year, this never got addressed as it should have been. There was a very real reason for this abuse of men and … Continue reading About Harvard →

About Evil

I posted yesterday about my baby's poor little eyes, how I was afraid I hurt him. Something evil happened. I loved him so much. He was like a little angel, gleaming pure white. He had almost died when he was born. But to me everything about him was so beautiful but, I couldnt pick him … Continue reading About Evil →

Twin Trajectories

So, I was moving along on a two-pronged ride. My father and my ex had me in their pockets and I couldnt stop how I was being forced to move. So, I have been blogging, texting, posting, and emailing myself out of this hole; and praying: back to back novenas to St. Jude and St. … Continue reading Twin Trajectories →

A Letter To Planned Parenthood

FYI The Parts of a Terrorist (2012-09-13 05:42) First, immaturity, then, inability to love. From this is quickly playedthe desire for glory; then, brainwashing.They take something familiar, something dear, trusted, to lead you.Then, they teach you not to fear by scaring you half to death in every part—then pulling back just in time—and you are an initiate, a … Continue reading A Letter To Planned Parenthood →

Unfair

My mother cultivates me to make me do good works if benefit ti others and takes the benefut of them to prosper my brother and sustervl and anyone other tajers. Removing the ownershio from me and guving me oain and punishnent because i am disabled. This has been goung on since u was a child. … Continue reading Unfair →

Critical moment continues

I have had to MAKE time for this b.s. She pulled a really fast one that jumped up and bit me today. She was being strangely nice last night. We hadn't talked like that since i was 16. It didnt lsst long. Then today the problem with the car reared its ugly head. By arranging … Continue reading Critical moment continues →