Special Psychiatrist

I wanted to acknowledge a very special psychiatrist in Florida whom I wasnt able to appreciate at the time, Dr. Alan Feldman. When I met him I had fled rhe house in Seminole with my sons pet mouse. My mother had come to the house to take my son because I was off my meds … Continue reading Special Psychiatrist →

Road Kill

Its about Dr. Gross in Allentown 24 years ago. He just didnt understand. He saw it about the sexual OCD because I was carrying on with a male patient who had just been pulled from the river. Generally that's who I picked on, VULNERABLE PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF. Also because I had written a story about … Continue reading Road Kill →

Med Change

I am getting off Clozaril and adjusting to Nuplazid, a very new, "newer" antipsychotic med. This has been going on for about 4 weeks. So, I havent been posting. TO THE WALL with mental, physical, and emotional stress. But the Lord is leading me through. My thoughts are reorganizing and reorienting. I feel like a … Continue reading Med Change →

Living a Disabled Life

My current psychiatrist is severely physically disabled. He is a hunchback I am taking an example from him about how to live the disabled life socially. I am severely physicslly disabled by my sexual injury. It is a psychosexual disability that people pick up on right away. People here are usually pretty nice to me. … Continue reading Living a Disabled Life →