A break in the clouds

as the confusion gradually resolves I am clearing a lot of bull that I have held onto for what seems like centuries. first of all my sister has her own issues and should be attending to them not me. That's about all I have to say on that account at this time. But I have … Continue reading A break in the clouds →

Suicide moving into half lives

The gone missig and the shock of the finding of rhe body are passed. The ground zero of the pain of the loss is moving off. For about three days everyrhing held a reference to my brorhers death. I cried again today. But its over. As i prayed the rosary today i was reminded of … Continue reading Suicide moving into half lives →

Knocked Back to Last Year

The meeting went okay but they screwed me in the aftermath, i cant believe that they actually had my trust for about half an hour. Worthless piece o' shit. Thats how i feel about your precious lovely marriage. Narcissistic BARGE. So im scrambling for a place in time and finding one in last year where … Continue reading Knocked Back to Last Year →

Finding my Feet with God

A disaster on the smoking porch just now reminded me to find my feet with God before proceeding with this day, this week, this life. He was absent from my thoughts when my son was born and that was a big part of the problem that i had. Even though i named him self concmsciously … Continue reading Finding my Feet with God →