I was told that the MRI that I got recently showed massive arthritis. I believe that that was untrue and in fact, the problem is deep and progressive atrophy. It was already beginning when I was a child of 9 or 10 and all I did was lay around the house reading children's books (and … Continue reading Corrections of Misperceptions
Tag: Sex
Connecting the Dots; updated
Well, its been a long time; but the water is finally well over the dam. Since Wernersville State Hospital in Berks County. PA, from a situation in 1988; where they didnt know me and I was held on a bunch of lies that I didnt even know. Then, I spent 2 years here in semi-recovery; … Continue reading Connecting the Dots; updated
New York
So, there's that beautiful word "wonderful" that got made awful by the New York politician who was jailed for sex crimes. For me, it's two words: "inventive" and "exquisite." My ex husband seized on those words over a situation that was ANYTHING BUT and I couldn't get him to let it go. And then, there … Continue reading New York
Stressing
Tonight I drop another 50 mg Clozaril, from 150 mg at bedtime to 100 mg, 50 mg in the a.m. I am reviewing my stresses. I have cut my smoking from 10 to 15 cigarettes a day to 3 to 6; unfortunately i do not have the same success with my weight. I have gained … Continue reading Stressing
My Weight
I remember despairing down in St. Petersburg, Florida, when i heard somebody say on the radio they just had to "lose weight and quit smokimg." Thzt was what it came down to. I dont want to dismay my reader with a report of my weight except to say that for a long time it has … Continue reading My Weight
Freedom
God just released me from the sexual relationship with my ex husband, which was a question of ungodly and painful contortions. It is a relief. God showed me His tears. I'm not sure what He means. I see ny husband in my minds eye, a good looking fellow with a good sense of humor. How … Continue reading Freedom
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