So at 56 i have finally found my way out of the bix. My sister found it at age 13. She USED ME. I renember the monent, and that i felt like id climbed behind a rovk id nevrr find the way around. My brother took my mother on wben he was 18 and hus … Continue reading It is well with my soul
Tag: Sexual abuse
Situation
Now ive got this situation. "We've decided to go to the opera today," my mother said at about 11:30. And then i put it together a few minutes ago. Theyve been "battening down the hatches" as rhis Kavenaugh hearing progressed and they got tbeir cue last night: the judge will be confirmed. 1 for all … Continue reading Situation
Prayed the Divine Mercy Chaplet…
...at catholic.com for all providers and defenders of abortion and for all sexual abusers. I have an announcement to make aboit my book, "California, a Pro-Life Novel," pending the post office doing its work. Probably Friday.
Baaad
This is for real they really do it. They tell people this lie. Im afraid to repeat it because somebody else will believe it. Two peopke i repeated it to didnt think that it was common sense that t it was a lie. She said that i put a metal pepper shaker IN MY VAGINA … Continue reading Baaad
Watershed
So im sitting here and i prayed and i sat diwn in my mind with the pastor who closed tbe door on me and my talk of sexual abuse. And God showed me, yes. You will have to acceot this evl from me. And i do get words like this from him at times. And … Continue reading Watershed
The Whole Problem
ByThe problem with this situation is a minor stroke my father had just after my son was born. He also had a urinary incontinence problem. My mother was responsible to handle both. She made the decisions and he signed off on them. The stroke, involving damage to visual processing in one eye, caused hin to … Continue reading The Whole Problem
Reading about sexual abuse
On Wednesday my therapist gave me a book on sexual abuse by a Christian author. It is very good and has already sugnificantly touched me. This comes at a time when there is a flip flop going on where they are being self righteous and i am being selfrighteous. Well guess who is right? My … Continue reading Reading about sexual abuse
See my last post: awaiting execution
"[As i look back over my life...] I was just another part of the dance. Its all i ever wanted. " With that i could wind up my blogging career or change the subject. When i was a young girl in high school nobody wanted to dance with me.. I remember the song "Dance With … Continue reading See my last post: awaiting execution
Other sexual sins
So now that i have funally repented of the ENTIRE SIN of masturbation in my life, other, gentler sexual sins are presernt to me, from my childood--things that my mother should have corrected and didn't . Tbey arose out of my disability, from being kneed in the crotch by my brother; and how it was … Continue reading Other sexual sins
Medjugorge
Medjugorge, I hope I have spelled it right, is the site of apparitions of the Virgin Mary giving messages to the world since around 1981. I'll let my reader look it up for themselves, millions are following this. I discovered it upon going to the ER for psych intervention last Friday night. God willing, I … Continue reading Medjugorge
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