Smoking

So, in late 1989, I was sitting in my mothers garage in the old house across the way here. It was filled wirh filth, overflowing with garbage. Dead flies, oil and gas fumes. A dead rat and a dead bird in the refrigerator along with some ginger ale. I was a fixture there. I wasnt … Continue reading Smoking →

Improper Conduct

Freshman year at an elite institution of higher educational which i call "Hutton College," a young wiman who was the daughter of a Dean at a major Unicersity on the West Coast.presuned to take control of my life. I was a hurting unit. Ny farher had sexually abised ne; he had approached me sexually evidentally … Continue reading Improper Conduct →

Retroactive emancipation; more

Im thinking about it. Im remembering being lost along a highway in NJ when i was 16. With a heavy backpack and no map. Taking a ride from a man in a van. I could have been killed. * Let me out of the car." I said. And he did. On an offramp into a … Continue reading Retroactive emancipation; more →

Sunday evening

Waiting on a call from an old friend. Made it to church today and it was very good. Recently i have been saying that if only i could have turned to religion instead of the psych world when i was young id have been much better off. And thats how i felt today. Like i … Continue reading Sunday evening →