my sister Claire once upon a time

it's like that with her. At one point I thought that of course we would be friends again some day. I sincerely believed that my mother kept us separated in a way that would end sooner or later. Looking back, I see that that was unrealistic. I took her for granted--a little bundle of love … Continue reading my sister Claire once upon a time →

Amazing

Let earthquakes volcanos psunamis resound my sisters here n she aint supposed to be but she said something friendly amazingly enough. So lets let that be one brick to the positive And let all the bad go. maybe we can apply my own personal fix, dear, when the time seems right; and retroactively interpolate the … Continue reading Amazing →

my sister as a baby girl

was an adorable baby. I didn't feel that way at the time. She could be a little sly. I realize RIGHT NOW that it was the same for her as for my brother. She just HATED me. These are the images the Lord gave me to show in this troubled time in our family. I … Continue reading my sister as a baby girl →

Coffee

I mentioned in my last post about driving the PA roadways, back in the 80's in my Dodge Colt, drinking 10 large coffees and smoking "endless cigarettes." Well, there was a history to that. I remember drinking a couple of cups of coffee at the senior coffee house at boarding school, and totally freaking out … Continue reading Coffee →

THIS JUST IN

OMG First of all, the cat, Sasha, i didn't explain to anybody what happened with the euthanasia because i didn't realize how important it was to get it said. Something untoward happened at the last munute on the way to the vet, an urgent care clinic at an unfamiliar location. I forgot to indicate as … Continue reading THIS JUST IN →

Lies and Deception. Updated 8/10/2020 4:30 pm

This post was just updated: First of all, its about the rape at the beach when i was 13. When i was living here in my 20s, they (my parents) (world's worst friends to children) said to me, obliquely, "It happened when you were 13." A few years later--i was still living here-- i mentioned … Continue reading Lies and Deception. Updated 8/10/2020 4:30 pm →

Sister

Now my sister is what's up on the smoking porch. Through chance associations we fell upon her husband who grew up on a bus in South central Florida with 9 other kids. I cant say any more without clearly revealing his identity. You really did it this time sister. I'm not really sure how that … Continue reading Sister →