Epiphanies

i dont know why I call them epiphanies but i do. The most important/worst was the "botch epiphany" when I got a shot that was supposed to be Abilify, an antipsychotic medication; but it didnt look like it. This was recently on the Tower Unit in Reading. And it made my eyes go bizarre. After … Continue reading Epiphanies →

The worst part of my life

...now I see it! Excuse me, I only got 3 hours sleep and I don't do too well with that but I have a breaking realization in regard to my current posting that just has to come out. The Lamictal overdose in November of 2016 was the worst thing I ever did to harm myself. … Continue reading The worst part of my life →

Sick Work

This is sick work, but it has to be done. Now that I have been able to relinquish the pitiable condition with which I have been enmeshed in the WORST SUFFERING since I was in my late 20's, I can turn my focus to the cause I planned to pick up two years ago, along … Continue reading Sick Work →

Arriving at Conclusions.

my father deserves a reprieve from anything he has said and done since Hopkins thst was questionable as he was disabled by the stroke and wasn't getting any help. Hopkins put my mother in chsrge and she didnt hsndle it appropriately.. it is hard to imagine how things could have happened differently as things went … Continue reading Arriving at Conclusions. →

Johns Hopkins Lawsuit

I see that it is not about me. Well, the Lord gave it to me. It was to teach me about matters of life and death. The malpractice was not so much against me as against the rest of my family. (This is about a stay at the Johns Hopkins Hospital Affective Disorders Unit in … Continue reading Johns Hopkins Lawsuit →

God Help Me

Wow. God is so good. Two huge trajectories in my life are coming into play, one seemed to leave me nowhere without a son or a family, Poof, tbe other caught us and held ys safe. One was the Tracey T. Problem, which i have written about before: finally it is all pmayed our, leaving … Continue reading God Help Me →